Forbidden Love -( Taylor Caniff fanfic)

Chapter 6

- Taylor's POV -

I'm still sitting on Violet's doorstep, thinking of ways to fix what I messed up. I was in deep thought when something interrupted me, it came from Violet's window. I walked over to where her window was and saw her bra. Why is she throwing her clothing out the window. Ouch! What is this!!! A pair of pants and boxers???!!! What the fuck is going on??!!!?? I listen closely to Violet's window.

"Aaron.... Aaron..AARON. " I hear Violet moan.

I can't believe her. I've been sitting here for hours thinking of ways to fix things and then she goes and does ' the nasty ' with some dude. I.... I just can't right now.... She... She... disgusts me me right now. I have to get away from her.

I started walking down the street. I have no where to go and no friends that live in stupid Virginia. What am I going to do? I decided to call the last person I would ever ask for help from; my brother. I know he is just going to say ' I told you so, but you don't listen'. I'm really going to regret this.

-Hours Later at My Brother's house -

" Why do you never FRICKIN listen Taylor " my brother yelled.

" You never LISTEN!"

" Jacob Shut the Fuck up." I yelled. It was the only thing I could think of to say, I'm just too hurt.

" NO I will not shut up, you need to listen to me Taylor. I told you that bitch was no good, I always knew it she would end up hurting you. Now she went and cheated on you like the slut she is. I hate her and I always will"

" Jacob I came to you so you could cheer me up, not make me feel like shit. I already don't like living here with you, now please don't make me hate you has a person. You're always bringing me down and never helping me up. You've been like this ever since..... ever since.... mom and dad died and it just hurts... it hurts so much " I say holding back the tears.

" Taylor that's a bunch of BS, I have not changed YOU have."

" How have I changed? I'm still the nice, loveable, understanding, good looking Taylor.... well maybe not the last thing, but I am all the others."

" You have gotten stupider Taylor, real stupid. "

" I can't believe you Jacob, why am I always the problem, why am I always doing something wrong, why is it always me me me, why do I always mess things up, why is it my fault mom and dad died. Its all my fault, everything is, I'm the reason Violet is hurting right now and I'm probably the reason she had sex with that guy. I just can't take it anymore, I'm done with hurting and keeping all the pain inside. I'm just tired " I say with my kness falling to the floor, tears streaming down my face.

" Taylor, stop it you know you aren't the reason mom and dad died." Jacob said feeling bad.

" Yes...yes I am, they had to drive and get me from jail. If I never would've got arrested, mom and dad would of never had to leave the house."

" Taylor, you couldn't have stopped that truck from hitting mom and dad. It's not your fault, ok"

" YES, IT IS I ALWAYS SCREW UP. I NEVER DO ANYTHING FUCKING RIGHT. NOTHING GOOD IN MY LIFE EVER LASTS. I JUST WANT TO LEAVE SO I ESCAPE THIS NEVER ENDING PAIN." I yell, tears falling faster, my heart beating faster and faster by the second. The pain, the stress, everything was just to much. I grabbed my chest and fell to the floor.

" TAYLOR ARE YOU OKAY, GET UP" my brother yelled. Does it look like I'm ok.

" Ca....Call... 9.....11"

A/N: I am Soooooooo sorry I haven't updated and I'm sorry this is a crappy chapter I just really wanted to write something for you guys. It's summer for me and I've been trying to enjoy it before it ends. Anyway comment what you liked and what you didn't and don't forget to share and vote and again I'm soooo sorry.  I love you guys sooo much and thanks for the 100 reads it means so much to me.

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