Forbidden Love -( Taylor Caniff fanfic)

Chapter 9

                            - Violet's POV -

"GET OUT HE-" Taylor stopped in the middle of yelling at me. He just stopped moving and froze, the monitor made a long jeep, the line was going straight. Doctors rushed in and pushed me aside. My eyes started to water, the tears rushing down my cheeks. This is all my fault, I watched as the doctors rushed to help Taylor.

" Clear. " The doctor yelled. I couldn't stand the sight of this. I ran out the hospital and into my car. I locked the doors and let all the tears fall. Why couldn't I just come clean to Taylor? It would have advoided all this. I'm the cause of his pain, I cause everyone pain. I'm no good, all I do is cause pain and trouble to all that come my way. They would be better off without me, they would be way better off without me in this world. I took out my phone and removed the case to reveal my emergency blade. I pressed the blade against my skin and dragged it across my wrist. I applied more pressure so the blade would go deeper. I watched myself bleed out, the blood running down my arm and dripping on my pants. I cried harder and the tears mixed with blood. I just want to died.

" Stop." Someone yelled, but I didn't care who it was. I looked through my bag and grabbed some pills.

" Please don't do it." They begged. I had the mountain of pills in my hand ready.

" What do you care, you don't know me, you don't know my story, so what do I mean to you?" I cried, putting the pills closer to my mouth.

" Violet I do know your story, I know you had a tough life growing up, I know how your parents abandoned you, I know how you self harm, I know you have a boyfriend that loves you, I know that you didn't mean to have sex with Aaron, you were busy hurt because your boyfriend was being an Ass. " They yelled.

" How do you know all of that?" I asks lowering my hand.

" Because.... I've been with you ever since day 1 baby." I looked out the window and saw Taylor sitting in a wheelchair, tears running down his cheeks.

" T..T..Taylor what are you doing here... I ... thought.... you..."

" No I just passed out from too much stress..." He says, I raise my hand with the pills again.

" Violet stop please." He begged.

" Why all I do is cause you stress, I caused you to have 2 major problems in one! I'm a fucking monster and on top of that I cheated on you Taylor. How can you forgive me after I acted so sluttly? You'll never love me like you use to, everything has changed now and I ruined it all." I scream, tears rolling down my cheeks.

" Violet, it's not your fault baby girl, so stop saying that and you cheating on me yes it hurts, but everyone makes mistakes we're human we weren't made to be perfect. So Violet please don't do this. I need you so much right now, I love you soo much baby girl and nothing or no one will ever change that. It may be illegal for us to date now, but who cares I'm in love and that's all that matters. " Taylor says smiling. I unlock the door and Taylor wheels himself to the passenger's side. He sat in the car and immediately cared for my wrist. He took his shirt off and wiped up all the blood. He finally wiped up to my cut I flinched when he touched it.

I just can't. Taylor is to good for me he deserves better. I quickly shoved all the pills in my mouth.

" VIOLET NOOOO." Taylor cried.

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