Just another drop in the ocean

Memory lane

(Stefan's pov)

It's been about a month since I left with klaus to save my brothers life. it was worth it right? What am I thinking of course it was worth it it's Damon were talking about me and klaus are meeting with a witch at this bar at 8:00 it's 7:45 now I walk out the back and call Mya but I don't talk

~phone convo~

~stefan is this you~

~no answer~

~stefan if this is you I love you hold into that we are

Coming to get you I love you~

I hang up

~end of convo~

(Mya's pov)

I got a call from a restricted number I guessed it was stefan so I answered it

"Is this stefan?" I asked but no reply "stefan if this is you I love you hold on to that we're coming for you I love you" and then the line goes dead I've been having Elena at the house with me because it's not safe for her to be at our house being stefan was invited in and he's on a spiral due to our "father" but when I think of him all that comes to mind is disgust "Mya I have to tell you something" Elena asks while tearing up "what is it" I ask concerned "it's jeremy" she says while looking down "what's wrong is he alright?" i asked getting scared "no" she replies then Damon walks in "Mya Jeremy...he's dead" he says slowely my heart shattered "no no no no" I yell and cry "I can't i can't I can't" Elena is freaking out and crying also Damon kneels down next to me "turn it off" he says staring into my eyes "I can't do that. Damon" I say while looking at Elena "it will be better if you do" he says while holding my face "just turn it" off" "turn it off" he says one last time and then numbness I don't feel the pain or the heartbreak nothing "why would you do that to her damon?!" Elena yells at him "we can get her back but for right now she's better like this would you rather have her killing everyone maybe you Matt or tyler?" he asks while glancing at me "of course not" she stay while staring at me I get up and walk to my house but Damon is right behind me I walk in the living room to see Jeremy's decaying body on the couch I look but I don't even take a second glance I grab a bottle of liquor and pour it all over the bottom level of the house all over Jeremy and the steps and then I light a match and I see Damon "you don't wanna do this Mya" "what of after all this you wanna come back?" he practically yells at "me "I won't" and then I drop the match. I walk out of the house without taking a second look and I walk back to the boarding house "I need a new wardrobe I just burned our house down" I tell Elena as I walk in the door "you did what!?" she yells at me I pin her by her throat "listen here you perky little bitch I get your my sister and all that but that doesn't give you the right to act like my mother cause honey we all know she's dead" and then I drop her. I just see Damon smirk and Elena storm out of the house. I laugh "know

Wonder why she hated me becoming a vampire she's so full of herself how did you ever love her?" I ask Damon with no emotion in my voice "i dont know but I have my eye on someone else now" he says and with that he has me pushed up on the wall and he's

Breathing on my neck "I wanna kiss you so bad right now" he says while rubbing my sides "then do it" I whisper into his ear and with that he was making out with me I smirk I like having my humanity off I get what I want I rip his shirt off and he rips mine off he kisses down my neck and then runs me vampire fast up the stairs and into his bed after about 5 more minuets we have each others clothes ripped off and on the ground and then it happens I'm having sex with Damon Salvatore I guess Damon is as good as she explained him to be yes I know I had to sit and listen to all of her little love life issues which at the time I cared but I don't now I just like what on top of me I dig my nails into his back and feel his blood trickling down my hands.

(2 hours later)

We are lying next to each other panting "best sex ever" Damon smirks "eh Stefan's was good to" I say while getting up "but you on the other hand like it rough stefan is gentle maybe I can have him change that. I say while grabbing my bra and underwear and putting them on before finding a tight short black dress that goes to my mud thigh I smirk at how hot I look I pull on a tan leather jacket I found probably my bitchy sisters I glance at Damon before driving to the mall I shop at about 16 different stores like, Victorias secret, PINK, Hollister, Rue 21, Forever 21, Wet seal and some other ones before I decide I have enough clothes shoes and makeup to fit my new style I compel all the people working to give me all my stuff for free. I smirk at all my bags and carry them to my

Car I throw them in the back and drive pedal to the floor to my house I get out and grab all of my bags and bring them to mine and Stefan's room I drop them before checking the time 12:00 wow I shopped for 2 hours I have to go to this stupid school tomorrow since I guess I've skipped the first quarter. I hop in this bed in my bra and underwear and fall into an emotionless dreamless sleep.

(Next day)

I wake up annoyed why do I have to go to school it's not who I am anymore it's pretty obvious who I am not not caring Mya Marie Gilbert if that's even my last name. I pick out a tight black corset top and some black skinny jeans and black pumps to match I curl this ugly hair to make it look decent I do dark makeup and put on bright red lipstick. I walk to the front door where none other than the annoying Damon Salvatore stands blocking my way "where are you going?" he Asks while crossing his arms across his chest "to school move" I say annoyed "no your staying here" he says sternly I snap his neck and walk out of the house and drive to school where I see an a annoyingly perky blond Caroline smiling at me "hi Mya how are you feeling" she asks while staring at my outfit "pretty good being I just snapped Damon's neck he's incredibly annoying" I say while walking to a board where there's cheerleading Try outs "hey can you get me my old spot on the squad back?" I ask while holding up the flyer "I guess" she says while looking away I look back at the board to see a in memory of Jeremy Gilbert flyer I rip it off and throw it away. I go threw the incredibly boring class but not without throwing pencil shards at Caroline and getting them stuck in her back that was the least boring thing I did today. I stay after school due to a cheerleading tournament I put on my tight uniform and see a girl with a blue bow in her hair walking to a bus I follow her "I like your bow" I say acting sweet and innocent "uh thanks" she says snotty "can I have it" I ask while tilting my head to the side "no I'm using it" she says with hate "I bite her neck and pull the bow out and then compel her to forget I put the bow In my hideous perky ponytail I go in the hall where everyone is stretching I stretch when Tyler comes up to me "hey Ty can you help me stretch?" I ask cutely "sure" he says while smirking I put my leg on his shoulder and stretch "so uh I hear you turned your humanity off" he asks concerned "Damon told me to so punish him I would like to see that happen" I say while walking away it's our turn and Caroline notices my bow "it's not even our colors" she says I just innocently smile and walk away I see her look at the girl I just fed off and she sends me a glare "your not going on" she says harshly "you can't stop me" I say just as harsh and then they call us I act all perky and run out cheering with everyone else when it's time to throw Caroline in the air I backed up and let her fall she looked right at me and glared I smiled and walked away well at least is got to hurt her perky little head.