Just another drop in the ocean

*Come on skinny love*

2 weeks later

(Damon's pov)

I'm miserable without my Mya she's the love of my life but I know what I did was for the best she's to good for me she deserves a better life even though I miss her like crazy I bet she will be happier now with stefan maybe we will find our way back to each other.....
(Mya's pov)

I'm sitting here in Stefan's room writing in my diary
Thinking about life stefan told me I am a vampire/witch/human which really messed with my head.... I write this..
"Dear diary I know this May sound crazy but I feel like there's something missing... I don't know what it is but I intend to find out what it is.. it's like half of my heart is missing scratch that my whole heart I've been getting these memories I dont remember living in my head one of them consisted of me and this little girl and her name was Lexi I keep wondering what it was about but stefan won't tell me he says he's protecting me from the crazy things going on... I met Stefan's brother Damon and when I looked into his blue eyes I saw his emotion was hurt why would he show that emotions towards me? When I looked at him I felt like a whole again I felt happy when I saw him and when I'm by him I get memories and one of them is him telling me "I wish you didn't have to forget this but you do I love you Mya" and that's all I got I knew he had more to say for some reason me and stefan are on a break something's not right. he's keeping secrets..lying sneaking around with Elena and that's what caused the breakup yes I know.. stefan went behind my back to be with Elena which hurt but not much... you may ask why I'm sitting in Stefan's room. it's because I burned my house down I guess so stefan said he would stay at Ric's house with Elena so I can be alone. I'm going to talk to Damon to find out what's going on love, Mya"

I get up and hide my diary in the bookcase and walk down he short flight of stairs to get to Damon's room I knock lightly before walking in "hey damon" I say with a smile "mya" he says while turning around to look at me he walks up to me and hugs me "I can't stay away from you any longer" he says as his eyes glaze over I look at him confused and he whispers in my ear "you can remember" and then he looks at me all the memories come flooding back me and Damon Lexi dying me cheating on stefan. stefan being locked in a safe Damon killing madie.. "I can't be mad with you right now I just miss you" I say while grabbing him and hugging him tightly he grabs my waist and picks me up and spins me and sets me on the bed and starts lightly kissing my neck which makes me giggle "Damon" I say between giggles "mmm yes Mya he says with his lips connected to my neck" I grab his head and pull him and connect our lips together once again I feel Damon smile I then pull the covers over our heads

4 1/2 hours later

I keep trying to get out of bed but keep getting pulled back in "Damon" I say while laughing "your not leaving" he says while pulling me next to him "Damon I think 9 times is enough" I say while smirking and pulling his hands off of me "not for me" he says with a frown "I am doing to shower. your welcome to join Salvatore" I say while looking at him he quickly jumps out of bed and grabs me and runs to the bathroom I then feel the hot shower water on me

Once Damon finally releases me from our "steamy shower time" I walk into our room with a towel around my body I walk in front of the mirror and start to towel dry my hair I walk over to the wardrobe and grab some panties and a bra and put them on and grab Damon's shirt off the floor and pull it over my head and sit on the bed while putting my hair in a messy bun I hear the shower turn off and then Damon walks in with a towel hugging his waist "you left me" he says while pouting "grow up Salvatore" I say while throwing a pillow at him which makes him slip on the floor and fall flat on his butt I fall over with laughter "your gonna get it" he says while vamp running at me I run out of the way "am I now" I say while vamp running downstairs and into the livingroom and plop down onto the couch and then Damon runs in fully clothed "took you long enough" I say while looking at my nails he then runs at me and picks me up and brings me back upstairs and puts me on the bed and kisses my neck again "no no Salvatore" I say while turning to other way he looks at me poutingly "9 times this morning and 3 in the shower is enough" I say while laughing "no it's not I wanna put you in This bed and never let you leave" he says while pulling me onto him "then do it" I whisper in his ear which causes him to growl I then get up and sit in the chair "your such a tease Mya!" he yells while putting a pillow on his face I quietly walk over to him and lift the pillow up and kiss him lightly "I love you salvatore" I say while kissing him "mm and I love you princess" he says with a smile "I'm your princess?" I say with a smile as u sit next to him "definetly" he says while pulling me in for another kiss "get up we have drama to deal with" I say while getting up and walking to the wardrobe yet again I pull out some skinny jeans and put them on I leave on Damon's shirt though "well that looks way better on you then it does me" he says while hugging me from behind and setting his chin on my shoulder "although it would look way better on the floor" he says while turning me around "we can test that theory later" I say while kissing him lightly before putting on some makeup and dragging Damon to the grill "ready for our usual drama" I ask Damon as he's driving "I would much rather be in bed with you" he Says while grabbing my leg "I know" I say while looking at his hand "where's saint stefan? " he asks while looking at me "with Elena" I say with disgust I mean she's my sister and I love her but seriously going with stefan when me and him are dating wrong "are you upset?" he asks while rubbing my leg "a little I mean stefan cheated on me I have no right to judge him because that's exactly what I did it's just I thought he cared about me more than that" I says while looking at Damon "do you want me to beat some sense into him?" he asks with a smirk "no Damon no violence" I say with a sympathetic look "fine but only because I love you" he says while leaning over and kissing my cheek we arrive at the grill to see that everyone is there "what drama do we have for today?" I ask while glaring at Elena "we have to get klaus into town to make him give stefan his blood to heal him" Elena says while looking away from my glare "I'll call him up I mean he is my father" I says sarcastically i pull out my phone and hit Klaus's number after three rings he picks up "Mya Gilbert what a pleasant surprise" "klaus I need your blood" "what for" "stefan hot bit by madie" I say while looking at stefan he looks really bad "what's in it for me love?" "I have a proposition if you give stefan your blood I will come with you" I say while looking at Damon "one more thing before I give you my word I want your precious Damon to come too he seems of use to me" he says I can hear the smirk in his voice I hang up not wanting to answer "he's coming but we have some problems I have to go with him and so does Damon" I say while grabbing Damon's hand "no your not going to save me" stefan yells getting angry "stefan you don't have a say in this we are doing it for you so shut your mouth and respect it" I say with anger he looks at me with a pissed expression before sitting down "I will go with klaus to save my brother" Damon says hiding his worried ness "and I will go I save stefan because I love him and he doesn't deserve to die" I say with smiling at stefan I receive a small one back I look at Damon and he walks out if the grill looking pissed I follow him out and he gets in his car I get in also "seriously mya?" he says while starting to drive "what did I do wrong?" I ask confused "you still love stefan?!" he asks while clenching the steering wheel "I love him yes but I'm not in love with him I'm completely in live with you..Damon Salvatore yes I feel something for stefan but it's nothing compared to what I feel for you" I say while grabbing his hand and run it lightly "prove it" he says while glancing at me I undo my seatbelt and sit on Damon so I'm facing him "Mya I can't see" Damon says with a smirk "exactly" I saw while trailing kisses down his neck and collarbone "Mya not now I'm driving" Damon says while grabbing my back "no no Salvatore I'm staying right here" I run my hands up and down his chest I kiss where his heart is "I love you" I say with a smile "I love you too now get off" he says while pushing me off and grinning at the same time "why'd you make me move?" I ask while pouting "because all I could think about was you kissing me and not driving" he says with a frown "you told me to prove it" I say while throwing my hands in the air "I didn't think you would do that" he says while looking at me "I'm unexpectable" I say while shrugging with a grin we arrive back at the boarding house we walk inside and see klaus in the livingroom with a drink in his Han "you couldn't have waited outside?!" Damon asks while grabbing my hand "I would much prefer the company inside" he says with a smirk "where's stefan?" He asks while looking around "I'll text him" I say while grabbing my phone •Mya-hey stef klaus is here come quick I don't know how much time you have xxx• I hit send and put my phone back in my pocket "done" I say while pulling out of Damon's grip to grab a drink I pour myself a large bourbon and one for Damon I hand Damon his and take a small sip of mine I then look at my glass and take the rest all in one go "I wonder what your like when your drunk" klaus says with a smirk "oh she's a hell of a lot funner more rough" Damon says with a smirk "to much information Damon" klaus says with his thick British accent and then stefan shows up "aww stefan" klaus says while looking at him "you don't look to good" he says with a smirks then stefan coughs up blood I look out of the corner of my eye and see Elena rubbing Stefan's back "come on Damon and Mya time to leave" klaus says while grabbing our arms "give stefan your blood first" I say while pulling out his grip he bites his wrist and puts it in a glass and hands it to me to give to stefan I hand I to him and he drinks it in one go I look at his bite to see it's healing "it's that easy?" I ask while touching where Stefan's bite was "yes now time to go" he says while glaring at me "no your not leaving Mya" Elena says firmly "yes I am listen to me be strong Elena be strong for stefan he needs you me and Damon will be just fine" I say while hugging her I then look at stefan to see him tearing up "don't cry stef we will be back I don't know when but we will be" I say while wiping his tears I hug him and he whispers "I love you" In my ear I smile and kiss him on the cheek "be strong stefan do it for me and Damon and mostly yourself I'll miss you" I say while backing away I grab Damon's hand and we leave.

3 weeks later

(Mya's pov)

I've seen Damon kill countless people al because of klaus me too but after a while I refused I've never seen damon like this until now but I know he would never hurt me right now klaus compelled me and Damon to stay in the hotel room while he handles some "business" I walk to where Damon is standing in front of a window with his back to me "hey babe" I say while wrapping my arms around him "look at me" I say while turning him around "we will make it home I promise" I say as I kiss his cheek and then his Lips a chilling feeling goes through me he then wraps his arms around my waist and picks me up and I feel the softness of the mattress under me and Damon hovering over me not putting any weight on me he looks me in the eyes before ripping my shirt and kissing down my stomach to my pant line and back up to my lips again and then in walks klaus "hey hey hey not on my bed love really?" he says while dropping the bags "sorry" me and Damon say in unison between laughter "I should uh probably get a shower in today being klaus wouldn't let me" I say with a frown "your welcome to join Salvatore" I whisper in Damon's ear before getting up and walking into the bathroom I turn on the hot water and jump in and sure enough I soon feel Damon's arms snagged around my waist "so how about we finish what we started earlier?" he growls in my ear "hmmm let me think about that" I say while turning around and pulling him in for a kiss I push him against the shower wall as I start trailing kisses oh his collarbone and neck I bite into his neck and my face turns I receive a little moan from Damon which makes me proceed after a little bit I stop and look at him he pulls me in to kiss him again licking my bottom lip asking for permission which I gladly grant after yet another of mine and Damon's steamy shower I wrap a towel around me and walk back into the room to see stefan but no klaus "stefan what are you doing here?!" I yell at him while hugging him "I came to bring you and Damon back.. me and Elena broke up" he says while pulling away from the hug "what why?!" I say holding back the pain with a frown "because I still love you but that's not what was bugging her" he says while looking at my towel which makes me adjust it "I said your name when we were having sex the other night....." he say while looking away awkwardly "wha uh uh" I stutter while walking away to get a drink and then in walks Damon "what the hell did you just say to my girlfriend stefan?!" Damon says while walking towards him "nothing Damon forget it" he says while walking towards me "no no you don't" Damon says while stepping in front of him and I'm just standing there shocked "move Damon" stefan says while putting a hand on his shoulder to move him "guys stop it!" I yell while pinning stefan to a wall "you both need to calm down! I'm not leaving Damon for you stefan that's wrong" I say while giving him a death glare "that's not why I'm here I'm here to take you guys home i convinced klaus you guys are of no use to him anymore" he says while I let go of him "how did you do that" I ask while chugging my drink "I told him that the sun and the moon curse Doesn't exist which saves your asses and Elena's" he says rudely "we can go home?" I ask tears forming in my eyes "yes" he says with a serious face I can't help but hug him I run to him and hug him tightly "thank you" I say as a tear drops on his shoulder I kiss his cheek before walking over to Damon and grabbing his hand "I'll uh wait outside" he says as he walks out and shuts the door "we
Can go home!" I whisper to Damon before I kiss him lightly I walk over to the dresser and pick out some yoga leggings with black heals a white tank top and a short brown leather jacket as soon as I'm dressed and have done my hair and makeup which consist of a high ponytail with a little bump on the top and a smoky eye as soon as I'm ready I turn to see Damon he's on one knee "Mya Marie gilbert I know I'm not very good at expressing my feeling but I want to promise you that I will never give up on us by giving you this promise ring" and he slides a gorgeous ring on my finger "Damon I I don't know what to say" I say as a tear drops from my face "you don't have to say anything" he says as he kisses me and spins me around "I love you Mya Marie Gilbert forever" he says while kissing me "I love you Damon Salvatore always" I say as I kiss him back "we should uh get going before I take you into that bed"he says while grabbing his suitcase "probably a good idea" I say as I grab mine as soon as we are all packed we start driving back to mystic falls with stefan and my phone buzzes I look down and he notification says, Elena's birthday tomorrow! "How did I forget my own birthday" I whisper to myself that's another's day drama and problem right now I'm just happy that Damon won't give up on us everything will be great I love you Damon I whisper before I fall into a deep sleep