Just another drop in the ocean

painful wakeup

(mya's pov)

i wake up with stefans arms around me i roll onto him and kiss his nose and then his cheek and then his neck and then his ear and finally his lips and then i feel wet and pain in my stomach "stefan" i say painfully "its time" i say while grabbing my stomach in pain he vamp runs to get all that we need and then he rushes me out the door and then damon i get in the car with damon and stefan they are both so protective. stefan floors it to the hospital "dr fell!!!" stefan yells desperately with me in his arms. i scream in pain "this way hurry" meradith says while running down the hall we follow her into a storage room yet again she has stefan put me on the hospital bed she also makes me take me shorts off that i was wearing "ok your dialated enough i need you to push" she says calmly and with that stefan and damon were both next to me holding my hands i push and squeeze their hands probably breaking them i scream in agony "the head is out" meradith yells i push again and squeeze their hands and then i hear crying which makes me push once more. she picks up the baby its a... girl! she hands her to me i smile at our newborn baby girl lexi may Salvatore.i smile at stefan weakly before It all turns black......i wake up to a killer headache before I realize

I'm not at he hospital anymore and that I'm at the house in mine and Stefan's room. I quietly get up knowing Stefan's not in bed I walk into the nursery that we have for Lexi and I see stefan with Lexi in his arms I quietly walk downstairs to see Damon and Elena yet again fighting "why can't we be

Like stefan and Mya!?" She yells at him "because your you elena. your not mya. so stop trying to be." he says harshly "well maybe if you actually payed attention to me instead of always gawking over my sister things would be different" she snaps back "you are not her. Elena your never gonna be her." He says while looking towards me "perfect timing! listen here Mya! if you try to take Damon away from me I might just have to do something that you probably won't like" she says while glaring at me "what are you talking about?! I didn't do anything" I yell at her while looking towards Damon "you slept with my boyfriend!! Mya that's what you did and you can't say you didn't do it cause I saw it with my own eyes!" she screams in my face my face goes red with anger and then I hear a snap I look down and see my sisters lifeless body on the ground I back up "what did I do?" I say while crying and sliding down the wall Damon try's to touch me "stop! don't touch me. I did this..I killed my sister." I say while bawling "I can't Damon I can't do this anymore" I scream "your gonna be fine Mya" he says while trying to touch me again "I can't I can't I can't" I cry loudly "I killed my sister I am not okay!" I scream in his face "I don't deserve what I have Damon. I don't deserve stefan or this baby of ours I don't deserve any of it!" I yell while crying "I can't" I say while throwing things around. I soon calm down after Damon explains how she had vampire blood in her system.even though she never wanted to be a vampire she would still be here with me. I walk upstairs with stefan on my trail I walk into our bedroom and strip into nothing and walk into the bathroom knowing stefan is staring at me I turn on the water so it's hot and jump in and soon after I feel Stefan's arms around my waist I turn around and kiss him while pushing him against the shower wall he grabs at the back of my thighs. I tug on his hair lightly earning a moan I smirk into our intense make out session I play with Stefan's hair and run my hands down his back and back up I soon pull away "I need to wash my hair" I say while kissing him again but pulling away quickly I hear stefan sigh "fine" he says while pulling my back to his chest I continue to wash my hair with vanilla shampoo and conditioner before I turn to face stefan "like the show Mr. Salvatore?" I ask while winking "what do you think?" he says while rolling his eyes I look and see he hasn't gotten in the water yet I grab him roughly and kiss him backing up so my back was behind the shower head and stefan was in the water I grab his hair and put shampoo in it and massage it through his hair earning a couple moans I continue to kiss him and I help him wash the shampoo out of his hair after we shower I walk out into our room naked and walk I the wardrobe to pick out an outfit I decide on, a simple short blue dress with some pumps to match I do my normal smoky eye and I waterfall braid my hair I put on a necklace with my engagement ring and my daylight ring I turn around and see stefan with just a towel around his waist I smile at him and walks towards him "I think I like this way better off of you then on you" I say while pulling the towel off of him I grab the back of his neck and pull him in for a kiss with my other hand on his rock hard torso I smirk "I could get used to this" I say while looking him up and down "me too" he says before pinning me against the wall and kissing me hungrily before moving to my neck I smile and pull him to my lips and kiss him deeply for about 5 minuets I pull away "you should probably get dressed" I say while sighing he walks away "although I do like you like this way better" I say while winking before walking out. I walk into the nursery and see Lexi standing in her crib "stefan?!" I yell worried he runs in only wearing jeans "how is she already standing?" I ask him confused "she's a vampire