Just another drop in the ocean

That terrible thought

(Mya's pov)

I wake up gasping for air that dream felt so real I wipe a tear from my eye and sigh. I run my fingers through my hair this is what my life is gonna be like now, bloodlust, love,compassion, pregancy, being married. I smile at the thought of being Mya Marie Salvatore. Right on cue
Stefan walks in I vamp run to him and jump into his arms I felt like this baby might tear
Our love apart. He hugs me back wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer if that were even possible. I smile on his shoulder and pull away and kiss him passionately I kiss him with as much love in the kiss as possible. I pull away while smiling I take a deep breath and smell something..... blood I vamp run downstairs and see that Elena was making some lunch and she had sliced her hand. yet again as if on cue stefan is right next to me I look at him knowing my face is vamped out and I see his is also. I pull his face so he is looking at me "hey..she it's alright" I say while rubbing his face where his veins are popping out I lean in and kiss him until I feel my face go back to normal. I look up at stefan to see him smiling "why did you do that?" he asks with a confused look on his face "to distract us from Elena" I say while looking in the kitchen where Elena has her hand all bandaged she smiles at us "hey guys" she says while smiling I walk up to her and hug her tightly at first she hesitates but after a second or two she hugs back "i love you I would never hurt elena" I say reassuringly she nods her head believing me. So when will my niece/nephew be coming? she says while rubbining my little showing stomach "to be honest we have no idea" stefan says while wrapping his arm around my waist "maybe Bonnie can do a spell to see if it's a girl or boy" Elena says a little too excitedly "slow down Elena" I say while laughing at her being all jittery about being an aunt. I look at stefan to see he's on the phone I listen in on the convo "hey bonnie can you come to my house?" he asks "yea sure?" she asks confused "I'll be over in 5 minuets" "ok thanks" "bye" "bye"
I look at him and smile and mouth I love you he mouths it back I look down and realize I'm still in the same clothes from last night and on top of that I still have to shower I see stefan walking upstairs I run past him vamp speed and run into our room "I need to shower quickly stef" I say while stripping "love it lets go" he says while looking at my now naked body with my little baby bump "we only have 5 minuets" I say while grinning "oh come on we have all the time in the world" he says while rubbing my stomach I smile at him taking so much interest in our unborn child "you know we can't uh.. Till the baby's born right?" I say while watching him to see his expression. his smile fades into a frown "well where's the fun in that?" he asks while looking at my unclothed body again I pull him into the bathroom and hop in the shower I vamp wash my hair with coconut shampoo and conditioner along with body wash I smirk at stefan standing there watching me "like what you see Mr. Salvatore" I ask while winking "very much so" he says while winking back hurry up Bonnie is gonna be here any minuet I say while pushing him under the shower head I look at his face as soon as the water hits his head I laugh at him before getting out and drying myself off and quickly running into our room to get dressed I pick out some mint green cropped sweatpants and a mint green nike sweatshirt to match. being I'm feeling kinda lazy today. I braid my hair to the side and wait for stefan to get done he walks out with a towel around his waist I smirk for a second and then throw him a black v neck shirt that hugs his body and some sweats he pulls on his clothes and I watch him do it he put on he sweat pants first he pulls them up so they are just below his hips I see him look up and I quickly look away "were you just admiring my body Mya?" He asks a smirk pulling on his lips "nope" I say almost a little to obvious he just rolls his eyes and pulls me off the bed I intertwine out fingers and walk down the stairs to see Bonnie sitting on the couch in the living room when she sees me she smiles at me and hugs me "hey bon" I say while hugging him back "how are you doing? is the baby moving?" She asks while holding my stomach "yes I'm ok Bon and yes he/she has been moving around a lot actually" I saw while smiling I see Bonnie close her eyes and mumble some words she then looks at me with big eyes. your gonna have a.. baby girl! I'm gonna be an auntie!! I smile from ear to ear and pull Bonnie in for a hug "thank you bonnie" I whisper in her ear I feel her smile and I pull away Bonnie leaves and I look at stefan he has tears in his eyes "I'm gonna have a baby girl" he says while lifting up my sweatshirt to touch my stomach "we are
Gonna have a daughter I say while kissing him I pull away and see he has tears in his eyes "what's wrong stef?" I asks worried "nothing im happy" he says while kissing me again we are gonna be a happy Family:) at the worst time Caroline and Elena walk in to congratulate on our announcement of having a baby girl. I hug them both and thank them caroline insists on throwing me a baby shower to get free baby things even though money isn't a problem with the Salvatore's I have no choice to agree "ok it's tomorrow be ready by 11 oh and by the way that party is here" she says while looking around the huge Living room. "well ok then" me and stefan say at the same time. I hear Caroline whisper "wow they aren't even married yet and they are finishing each others sentences" she says while making eye contact with me I roll my eyes and practically push them out the door so me and stefan can have some alone time. as soon as I get them out the door I sigh a sigh of relief "finally some alone time" I say while walking towards stefan we sit on the couch and have a pretty intense make out session. and then yet again I have the craving for blood I look at Stefan's neck and kiss it a couple of times
Before grazing my teeth on his neck earning a small moan from stefan I smirk and sink my teeth into his neck for the second time I grab his hair and drink till I'm full. I smile and
Look at stefan right before I'm gonna lick my lips to get the excess blood off stefan kisses me I smile into the kiss. and pull away "together we will live happily forever" I say while snuggling into his side before falling asleep.