Just another drop in the ocean

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(Mya's pov)

That one word "elena" killed me with all I had why would she hurt stefan he didn't do anything to her maybe I can check Stefan's last thoughts I put my hand on Stefan's head as tears are streaming down my face I love you Mya it will always be you i quickly pull out of his thought I can't bear to hear anymore I quietly get up and walk into mine and Damon's room locking the door

( Damon's pov)

It's been two days since Mya has locked herself in our room she won't eat sleep shower nothing all I can hear are her tears through the door and the occasional doing of something being thrown around. she won't even answer the door when I have madie with me nothing is working I honestly don't know what to do I look down and sit next to the door I hear the door swing open and I stand up quickly I see a lead Mya with puffy red eyes and pale skin "hey how are you feeling?" I ask with concern she doesn't look to good "how do you think" she spits at me "I know your upset but you need to calm down. You don't want to do anything you'll regret" I say as calm as I can "you expect me to be calm Stefan's dead Damon. does that mean anything to you." she says with hatred "of course it means something to me he's my brother" I say getting irritated "yea and my sister Elena killed him and I'm going to find out why" she says as she walks past me "what about madie!" I call after her "you can handle it I know your a big boy Damon" she says from down the stairs

(Mya's pov)

I finally came out of the room only to be confronted my damon I really didn't want to deal with him I pushed past him and walked downstairs after a little bit of arguing I walk into the livingroom and see madie on the floor playing with her stuffed giraffe I kiss her on the forehead before drinking 6 bloodbaths I throw them away before walking back upstairs to see no Damon thank god I hop in the shower and wash up and get all the gross and tears Off of me I get out and grab some skinny jeans and a plain v neck shirt I grab my jacket before walking out and getting in my car and driving to Elena's not even caring about the speed limit I arrive and get out of the car and walk to the house walking in not even caring I get hit by a stake above the heart "nice try" I say as I pull it out I run bat her and grab her by the neck only for her to Revain me "I'm a lot stronger than you think" I say as I throw her across the room knocking her into the fireplace I pick her up again and feed her my blood "I know you've never wanted to be a vampire so in gonna do the opposite" I say with hatred she looks at me with fear I snap her neck and leave "that will teach her" I say as I start driving to the grill maybe a drink will calm my Nerves I walk in to we Matt "hey how are you feeling?" he asks with sorrow in his eyes "could be better" I say as I sit at the bar "I'm sorry about stefan" he says after a quiet pause he passes me a bourbon "on the house" I start to slowly drink it I calm down a little but my hatred for Elena is still there. All of a sudden I feel a burning and then blackness this is what i see, I'm sitting in a white room and no ones answering my screams I look to my left and see Damon he stakes me and I scream in pain...." I wake up screaming I look and see Damon "no get away from me" I yell at him while backing into a wall "Mya what's wrong?!" He asks worried "leave me alone Damon just leave" I say harshly while crying "what no why?" he asks looking hurt "you you hurt me I saw it" I say as tears Roll down my face "I would never hurt you Mya why would you think that" he says with concern "because I saw it" I yell at him through tears "Mya listen to me he says as he grabs my face I love you and I would never hurt you. if I hurt you I would be hurting myself I promise to you I would never ever hurt you" he says as e looks into my eyes "ok Damon I believe you I dont know why I'm thinking like this.. I have to tell you something" I say as I look away from his gaze "what is it?" he asks with concern "I got angry at Elena and I started on fire before I passed out he looks at me with concern before running out