Just another drop in the ocean

Oh shit

(2 weeks later)

(Mya's pov)
I wake up in Caroline's room I sigh before sitting up and taking my hair out of it's messy bun it looks like a train wreck I look to see no Caroline but a note "went to see Tyler I'll be back later Love, care"
I smile atleast she's happy I look and see a bag full of clothes yes care went and got me clothes I grab a striped blue greenish and white bandeau lace up bikini top and blue greenish bottoms to match I then pull on a Aztec designed tank top with some black short shorts and I brush out my hair and then put it back In a messy bun. I sigh and decide to not put any makeup on.
(That night)
I look at my clock on my phone shit the masquerade ball is tonight I quickly drive to the boarding house to find it empty i sigh and walk into mine and stefans room I find a short black dress with a corset top and some black pumps to match I straighten my hair and make it poof a little before putting my makeup which is a smoky eye with red lipstick along with a masquerade mask I smile at myself in the mirror "wait till stefan sees me" I say before frowning I walk out of the house and drive to the Lockwood mansion "always throwing parties" I say with a grin I arrive at the party and see Elena and Caroline talking they tell me that they are planning on Killing Katherine tonight "you guys plan on killing her here" I say worried "we saw and opportunity and we had to take it" Elena says while looking at me "ok stop with the we your gonna get yourselves killed" I say rudely. "We know what were doing Mya" Caroline says while looking at my dress "and how am I supposed to feel if one of you gets hurt because of me?" I say with a questionable look "it's not just you anymore Elena she's messed with all of us she had to be stopped" Caroline says before walking away I turn around and see Bonnie "bonnie?!" I practically scream as I hug her "yea I'm here" she says while letting out the breath she must have been holding "how are you here" I ask with tears in my eyes "I found a spell to make me an anchor so whenever a supernatural person does they go through me to go to the other side" she says while sighing "where's stefan?" she asks while looking behind me "oh you don't know?"i say with a questioning look "no what happened" she says with a worried look "we uh broke up." I say while looking away so I don't cry she grabs my shoulders so I face her "I have to tell you something" she says with a scared look "what is it?" I ask while wiping my tears "you have a brother you and Elena" she says with a weird look "who is it" I say as my breath hitches "Tyler Lockwood" she says while looking over to Tyler "how what how" I say with tears threatening to boil over "little did we all know when some woman was pregnant with Klaus's kids there were 3 you Elena and Tyler she put you and Elena up for adoption and the Gilbert's adopted you and when they put Tyler up the Lockwoods accepted him" she says with a sigh those 2 words changed my life forever "i don't know what to do but accept it" I say while running my hands through my hair "does Lena know?" I ask while looking around "no" she says before walking off probably to tell her I walk over to Tyler and hug him he hugs back right away "what's going on Mya?" he asks with a drink in his hand "your my brother" I say while smiling I see his expression change and he walks off into the woods I sigh and walk into the house to see stefan dancing with Katherine or Elena I see him look at me and pain washes over my face and his expression is sad I sigh before asking Damon if we would want to dance of course he accepts we dance to drop in the ocean by Ron pope Damon's hands lightly on my back and my arms around his neck slow dancing he pulls me a little closer and whispers the lyrics in my ear I smile before kissing his cheek "thanks for the dance dam it was great" I way before walking away to get a drink leaving him there speechless I grab a drink and sit at a table "what's a beautiful lady like you doing here sitting alone?" I look up and see stefan smiling I smile "stefan" I mutter under my breath "why yes mya?" He asks with a Grin "would you care to dance?" he asks while holding out his hand I take it hesitantly its yet again another slow song and it's don't deserve you by plumb I look at stefan and whisper the lyrics

You're the first face that I see
And the last thing I think about
You're the reason that I'm alive
You're what I can't live without
You're what I can't live without
You never give up
When I'm falling apart
Your arms are always open wide
And you're quick to forgive
When I make a mistake
You love me in the blink of an eye
I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
You take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you
You're the light inside my eyes
You give me a reason to keep trying
You give me more than I could dream
And you bring me to my knees
You bring me to my knees
Your heart is gold and how am I the one
That you've chosen to love
I still can't believe that you're right next to me
After all that I've done
I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
You take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you
I don't deserve a chance like this
I don't deserve a love that gives me everything
You're everything I want
I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
You take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you
And I don't deserve you after the song is over I look up at stefan again before pulling away from his grip leaving yet another Salvatore speechless "what is with those Salvatore's?" I mumble to myself with a sigh I look up and see Katherine "what do you want" I say while looking at her "nothing but it seems my doppelgänger is living a better life than I am" she says while looking behind me at stefan "I heard you two split up" she says with a pouty face "yea so just leave it at that" I say with a tear slipping down my cheek I shove past her and walk to the pond after a bit I feel a presence I turn to see Damon my face stained with tears "you alright?" he asks soothingly "hmm what do you think?" I say while wiping my tears "all I know is that a beautiful girl like you shouldn't be crying so damn much" he says while lifting up my mask before kissing below my eyes where it's all red and puffy due to crying I smile "thanks damon" I say with a fake smile "come here" he says with open arms I walk into his open arms and hug him taking in his sweet sent I start to cry "what did I just say" he says while pulling me away from him to wipe my tears "I've made a complete mess out of my life" I say with a shaky voice "hey that's not true you have me and Caroline and Tyler and Matt and Elena and Bonnie and stefan all here for you" he says while rubbing my back "yea I understand but still there's always a conflict we can't be happy for 1 day without something ruining it" I say while wiping the makeup off my cheeks "yea but where's the fun without the danger?" he asks with his famous smirk "true but still not helping" I say with a weak smile "hey I'm trying here" he says while pulling me back into the mansion "you need to have fun" he says while pulling me on the dance floor "I don't think so damon" I say while laughing "your gonna do it anyways" he says while pulling me into his chest and dipping me I stare into his blue eyes and get lost "show me how you used to do it?" I saw with a pouty face "oh but I bet stefan would love to show you" he says while twirling me and I land in Stefan's arms "so will you show me?" I say with a pouty face "nope" he says while grabbing my back "fine then" I say as I start to walk off he grabs my wrist and pulls me to him picking up my legs and dipping me to one side and then the other before pulling me really close to his face before brushing his lips across mine i see stefan look at Damon before excusing himself and running up the stairs I follow making sure he didn't hear me I peek in the door to see Katherine and Damon and stefan in a room not a good mixture I see Katherine running her finger across Damon's chest "my sweet innocent damon" she says trying to be seductive I walk in "Mya no!" Damon yells as I step foot inside "shit now your stuck in here" stefan says while looking from Katherine to me "ooo this will be fun" Katherine says while walking towards
Me "oh no you don't" Damon says while stepping in front of me and grabbing my hand tightly "I'll be fine damon" I whisper in his ear and taking his hand off of mine "aww look at you stand up for who you love" Katherine spits with a smirk "atleast I'm capable of love" I spit back she grabs me by my hair I kick her in the face and she let's go "oo she fights back even more fun" she says while coming at me again I break a chair and hold a stake above her "sorry to break it to you honey but I'm stronger than you" I say while twisting the stake in her stomach "how" is all she could say I then look down to see nothing but I feel pain I scream "what's happening" Damon and stefan say while running to my side "were linked so if I do this" Katherine says while cutting her hand with the stake a huge gash appears on my hand but it heals quickly "with a Salvatore brother on each side your doomed" she says before disappearing "great" I mutter under my breath we need to talk Damon says while grabbing my arm and pulling me to his car he pushes me in. The passenger side and then he gets in and we drive away leaving stefan in the dust "what did you want to talk about" I ask dumbly "me and you" he says while putting his hand on my leg "there is no me and you Damon" I say while brushing his hand off but he quickly puts it back "oh really I know you feel something for me so just tell me" he says while staring at the road and then at me I just look out the window "tell me" he says while looking at me "fine Damon I do feel something for you. truthfully I love you and stefan both the same. how do you expect me to choose?" I say while glaring at him "do you wanna know how I feel about you?" he asks curiously "sure" I say harshly "you are my whole world you consume me it's not just me against the world it's me and you against the world now he says while smiling truthfully Mya I've never felt like this about anyone when I'm with you my day brightens and days seem shorter" he says while looking at the moon "Mya" I hear Damon whisper I turn my head and hes right in front of me I stare into his eyes and then were both leaning in.... Our lips collided electricity shooting through me I then pull away with a smile and I look and see the biggest grin on his face "whats the look?" I say with a cheeky smile "I'm happy" he says while turning back to face the road we then arrive at the boarding house as soon as I'm out of the car I'm pushed against it with Damon attacking my neck we go inside Damon pushing me against a wall and then it turning the other way around I smirk at him before ripping his shirt off and then in a blink of an eye we are in Damon's room and I'm against the bed with Damon on top of me and then everything moves so fast and then I'm scratching down his back and then I hear the front door open and I start to panic I push Damon off of me and I run into mine and Stefan's room and jump in the shower "what did I just do?" I mumble to myself I scrub my hair with shampoo and conditioner before noticing I have but marks on my shoulders "damnit Damon" I whisper I then hear a chuckle (with Mya being a witch bite marks don't heal as fast they take about a month) "not funny" i whisper to myself again I quickly pull on a pink shirt with a north face pink fleece to go over it and some skinny jeans I walk back into Damon's room to see him still sitting in his bed naked "really damon" I say with a chuckle "why'd you run out so fast?" He says with a pouty face "because Damon we don't need the whole world knowing I slept with you" I say before kissing him lightly I hear the floor creak and then Katherine is there "sleeping with both Salvatore's are we?" she says while looking at Damon "Katherine please don't" I say with a upset look "don't what Mya tell stefan that you slept with his brother?" she says with a evil grin "exactly that katherine" I say spitting anger at her "oh darling I think he already knows" and then she moves to the side and Stefan's standing there with a hurt look on his face "stefan I" I say upset "don't Mya I don't have time for your bullshit" he says while walking out "your dead" I say before pouncing on Katherine and scratching at her face before being pulled off by Damon "she's not worth it" he whispers in my ear while hugging me from behind i look up and see that katherines gone 'shit' i mutter under my breath "what" damon asks confused "stefan knows i slept with you" i say while sighing "what are you feeling?" he asks while stroking my back "honestly im not upset at all it was worth it" i say while winking at damon i kiss damon while pushing him onto the bed and straddling him "honestly Damon I never thought me and you would have happened I mean of course I wished it did but never actually thought it would happen" I say with a sigh "but stefan is the father of my child" I say as I start to feel bad I guess life isn't as easy as I thought it would be