I tried to help
I tried to get better
I tried to change
I tried to be a better person
I'm sorry I failed
I tied my headphones around my neck hoping it'd work
Then I thought if it didn't work then I wouldn't have any headphones
So I used the broken IPhone charger
Said the Lords Prayer as it got closer to my throat
I pulled it right
I pulled it tight and with all my might
Until I felt lightheaded
And until I trust in it that my method would work
I pulled it right
I pulled it tight and with all my might
Until it got dark
Now I can still fell it's marks
Around my neck
I hear the call
Beckoning me to come back to the game I just played
And keep playing and playing
And playing and playing
Until I won and my sweet death came
Until I started, shaking and gasping
Grabbing and grasping
Shaky breath, raspy
In my coffin, hair nappy
Smiling because I'm happy
Face dusty with acne
Fancy
Look at the lines on my neck
Several attempts
And now I'm a reck
Because I got my blood pounding
And she's crying
And she's crying
Wondering if I'm dying or still trying
To finish this game
And this is too short to end it so I'll keep going
Reminiscing on different stories
Praying for Granny to hold me,
Or start over when I was lonely
Starved until I got boney
Bitter sweet like bologna
Don't try to save me
Let me be lonely and the only
Phony
Thought I was an unicorn but I'm just a pony
Who's heart is stoney
Soul bitter and foggy
Touch and presence, groggy
Smile and eyes, soggy
Total disaster
Wishing death to come faster
Wishy washy, similar to plaster
Wish I had a blaster
Damn it you fucking bastard
Making my head hurt
Ripping off my shirt
Feeling filthy as dirt
Apologizing to her
Like "I'm sorry"
The only thing I'm good at is to hurt
Everyone I come in contact with
So uncomfortable they start to shift
Whispering "Who's this bitch?"
On they Kim Possible like "What's the sit'
With the chick
To my left",
Unreliable like a life vest
And shady, like "Is she really blessed?"
And now she's done for the rest
Of the night
