A New Life? (Sticks And Stones Sequel)

I tried something and try to forget something

When me and Spencer got home he called Rossi and talked to him for a good amount of time. After the call was over he walked into the living room and sat down next to me on the couch. 

"I am sorry about earlier" Spencer said. I whispered something into Spencer's ear.

"Are you sure that you would be ready to do something like that" Spencer asked.

"Not really, but I wanna start living my life a little bit more"I said before Spencer gave me a kiss. I ran my fingers through Spencer's hair and he laid me down on the couch. Spencer then put his hand on my thigh and out of nowhere I got pain in my chest and it began to hurt as I tried breathing.

"Spence I can't breath" I said as Spencer helped me sit up and then rubbed my back.
"Just breath and relax" Spencer said adding, "and if you want to you can talk to me about it".

"Spence I can't breath and I am in pain" I said as Spence pulled me closer to his body. 

"Then just breath in and out. Everything will be ok". I started breathing in and out although I realized that Spence didn't smell too good which caused me to start to giggle.

"Why are you laughing" Spencer asked a little nervous.

"You don't smell too good" I said.
"Well I am nervous"Spence said then giving me a kiss. Spence leaned away before he said, "I am next to the most beautiful person I have ever met".

"I am glad that I am with you"I said.  put my head on Spencer's chest as I wrapped my arms around his waist and put my face into his chest.

"Lets not do anything till you are really ready for it" Spencer said. I told him about what happened between me and Oswald that was causing me to hold back. I always felt bad for telling Spencer about my past cause I could tell that it affected Spence, but I also knew that he wanted to know what happened so that he could help me in the best way possible. 

"You know that I would never hurt you, but as I have said lets wait till you are really ready" Spencer said picking me up and carrying me to the living room. Me and Spencer watched TV until I feel asleep on his chest watching, 'doctor who'. 

During the middle of the night I got up and walked into the living and within a few steps Spencer was behind me.

"Why are you up right now" Spencer asked putting his arms around my waste.

"I couldn't sleep. I am stressed out about what is happening"I said as Spencer spun me around to look at him and we started slow dancing.

"Everything will be alright"Spencer whispered in my ear. As we slow dance I started to feel myself relax.  He spun me around and then gave me a kiss. It was a long and passionate one that left me breathless. "I love you" Spencer whispered in my ear.

"I love you too" I replied adding, "you know that you are the best thing that has ever happened to me".

"Not until you told me so. Thank you" Spencer said genuinely thankful for the words I had given him. I put my head down on Spencer's chest and it began to feel like the rest of the world started to disappear around me until I felt that their was only me and Spencer left. Spencer's hands were soft and gentle. I looked up at Spencer and saw that in a way his eyes seemed to twinkle as he looked at me.

Sometime later I fell back asleep and he put me in our bed. He pulled the comforter over me. He got into bed and cuddled right next to me before he gave a small kiss on my forehead and then falling asleep.