Stigma | Mark Lee

Chapter 18: Feelings

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Thursday - 10:12 am

I slept really late last night and the reason was Mark. How could he just leave after asking if I wanted him to have feelings?

What was that anyway? Why did we end up talking about feelings?

"Ah!" I put a pillow on my face and scream in it. I barely slept thinking about it and I'm still thinking about it.

Ding.

Let it be anyone, but Mark.

I put the pillow away and reached for my phone.

10:14 am

*nana🌻 sent a message in yukmin/minmin intellectuals*

Thank goodness it's Nana.

nana🌻: NUNA NUNA NUNA YOU MOVED HOTELS AND I NEVER EVEN GOT A CHANCE TO VISIT YOU IN THE FIRST ONE

mybabyboy: a jealous hyung^

heartyhaechan: well now we're not even allowed to visit her that much 😔

I changed Haechan's contact name last night, because I couldn't fall asleep and I needed to distract myself.

Me: hello nana, jisung and haechan!!! i miss you all sm tbh 😔

I needed this, to take my mind away from thinking of Mark.

cutiechenle: you can always come by the dorm tho!!!

jollyjeno: but isn't she farther from us now? :/

Me: don't worry johnny said i can visit after this week, until then you can always message me!

rosyrenjun: i hate to be a downer, but manager-hyung warned us abt using our phones during practice

nana🌻: oh right 😔

feelings?: i'll handle him, just don't get caught ☺️

Right, he's in this gc.

Me: if you're not supposed to use your phones right now, it's fine i understand! i can just watch svt vids 😁

I was really hoping to just have fun with the dreamies, but I guess I can't.

I lock my phone and decided to put it on airplane mode, but I message Johnny about it first.