The boys next door

Dreaming

I was still falling in a big pitch black hole, no one to call, no one to help me. I think I'm dying and I don't even know it or maybe this is how it feels when you die. Then as if on cue I hit the ground. I kept my eyes closed so I didn't know where I was. I opened my eyes to see a meadow filled with roses, Lillie's, and tululu's. I walked around. I touched my head, looked at my clothes only to see I'm not bleeding and I'm wearing faded jeans and a big t-shirt. When did I change into this and where am I? I said in my head. Then as if in my mind I heard Luis. "Your in a meadow." I looked around trying to find him "Where are you?"  I asked in my mind, spinning around trying to find him. "Relax and I will come to you. OK Roxie." Luis said in a soft soothing voice that I used to love so much. I stopped moving and closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "OK. Come out now please." I said with my eyes still closed. He didn't answer so I opened my eyes. I saw him standing across the meadow, my eyes started to get watery as I ran to him. I jumped in his arms and started crying. "I missed you so much!" I said through tears that I spilled all over his shirt. "Shush. Its OK. I'm right here." He said as he ran his fingers through my hair, soothing me like he used to do. I stayed in his arms for what seemed like hours.

When I was finally done crying I untangled myself from his embrace. "Luis?" I asked as I looked at him. We were siting in the field and looking out to the sunset. "Yes Roxie?" He said and looked at me. I started to tear up just by looking at him, its been so long and now I get to see him again. "I'm sorry about everything I did to you. The prank calls that you got was from me and my best friend, Christie. We thought it would have been fun to mess with you then when you got mad at me for when you thought I broke in to my exes house because she told you that and I'm sor-" I was interrupted by Luis. "It's OK Roxie I know about everything you and Christie did. I saw how much I meant to you when I got here. God told me to watch the video's of you from when I was living. I'm very sorry for hurting you all the time. You know I love you and that will never stop even if I'm here. I know I screw'd up and you've waisted a lot of tears because of me but I want you to be strong like you did when I was living. I want you to wake up and live your life and not let anyone tell you other wise." Luis said looking into my eyes. I started sniffling and feeling like I was on the edge of crying. "Roxie don't cry, please." He said looking at me wryly. I looked at him then felt hot tears rolling down my face. I looked down at my hands and then wiped my tears away. "Luis am I dying?" I asked as I looked up at him. "Yes Roxie you are and if you don't open your eyes you will be dead or in a coma which feels like your falling for ever and you wouldn't like it I've been there before and I don't want you to go through that too." He said rubbing his hands together. I watched him for what seemed like hours. "But I don't want to go Luis. I want to stay with you here, I don't want to go back!" I yelled as more tears started to stream down my cheeks which I know are now red from all the crying. Luis reached out and grabbed me by the shoulders and shucked me a few times. "Listen to me right know! I'm not letting you die not now I want you to live and do the things that I never got to do! Do it for me please that's all I ask from you Roxie." He said and looked at me. "OK." I said and looked at him. He started to let me go then I started to see through him. "Whats happening?" I yelled worried that he was fading. "I completed my session. Now be a good girl like you always were and make me proud!" He yelled and started fading again. "NO! Don't leave me!" I yelled. "I have to Baby girl. Now stay strong and I love YOU!" He said and faded away. "NO!" I screamed and started crying. I wiped my face furiously and got up from the ground. I turned around and saw James. "James what are you doing here?" I asked as I looked at him. "I don't know." He said and looked at me. "James you need to go or your going to die too!" I yelled at him. "But you see Roxie I'm already dead. I died because I love you." He said and started to fade away. "I love you too." I said and then he faded away and was gone. No not you too! It cant be real I need to wake up to see if its real. Wake up! Wake up! I screamed to myself and saw a cave with bright lights blinding my way I walked into it and next thing I know I'm in a hospital.