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5 months later
"You know Monty, maybe just maybe we could, you know move in together? We graduate in like two weeks? Think about it!" He turned around in his swivel chair that was planted at his desk, finally tearing his eyes away from the laptop as the landed on my half naked self. His mouth slowly lifted into a grin.
"I would love that!" He laughed as he got up and tackled me to the bed, laughing he held me closer to him.
"You know that I'm so deeply in love with you and I'm so sorry for everything I've done to you and to everyone" I smiled as I looked up at him kissing his cheeks, then his nose and finally his lips, smiling I nodded.
"I know my love" lying down and as did Monty placing his head in the room of my neck, I held onto him and played with his hair, and he finally drifted to sleep, but me? I don't know what it was, I just couldn't seem to fall asleep as quickly as he could and it just had me thinking about everything really.
Why Hannah died?
Why she left me alone?
How Monty and I always came back to each other?
It was all just bullshit in my opinion, the entire high school experience was just false advertising, it was hell, shithole, fucking messed up and people did not give any shits about you or how you feel.
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"Last day ever at this shit hole and I still don't know what you wanna do Clarry?" Tony asked his best friend.
"That even I haven't figured out, maybe live with Monty in New York or maybe travel by myself to Europe, I don't know I just want to live a simple and calm life, away from drama, any sort I just want to give up on what has happened here. But I want to keep all my friends you know" he nodded and smiled at me happy that i finally could find peace with myself.
"What's the fam bam opinions on your decisions?" I looked up Tony.
"I guess they're fine with it, moms happy with everything now, she's finally found a man to keep her and Lana happy and Lana has finally moved on from being the dramatic teenager that she is, reminds me of well you know me when we were younger" Tony and I both laughed as we headed into gym, me going and finding Monty who sat with Zach and Scott, Bryce was still in juvenile for the next three weeks but that was all fine with us, I did feel bad for Justin he didn't deserve what he got but he was willing to do it for love.
"Hey baby, excited?" I nodded and kissed his cheek as we sat and listened to the principal talk to us about our achievements and all the tragic things and how thankful he was for all us staying here at liberty high.
"I'm gonna miss this shit hole" we looked at Zach as he sighed and we all laughed.
"And this shit hole will miss your fucking smart ass" Monty and I high fives as we all laughed at Zach rolling his eyes.
"I'm ready to move on and fuck off for a bit" Scott said.
"More like fuck any chick who breaths in his face" Monty laughed at me and I just simply tuned out again as the last goodbyes were said by the teachers.
It was kinda like saying goodbye to a relative because everyone was crying, the scary thing was I never saw Tyler again after I found out that he'd attempted to shoot up the dance, it broke my heart to know he was so destroyed and it was all my fault for falling for the boy who made Tyler have this mind set.
Tony rang me and told me about Tyler and that they were okay but even that didn't help calm my nerves I was scared for the lonely boy who was pretty much on the run.
He was afraid and alone with no one to be there for him.
