Loving You (Luke James)

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(Joy Pov)

I sat in the passengers side of my boyfriends Benz truck. The ride was silent besides the music playing softly from the radio. We had another argument and again it stemed from me thinking he was cheating. Not to mention I made myself look like a complete fool.

He was on the phone with who I thought was one of his ex girlfriends, but in reality it was his mom. I know for a fact she heard my loud ass yelling, "So who's this bitch you on the phone with now?!" I heard her yelling before he hung up.

I shook my head just thinking about the situation. I looked over at him, his jaw was clenched as he gripped the steering wheel with one hand and kept his other hand balled up. I reached over and tried to hold his hand but he snatched it away and gave me a disgusted look.

"...Luke, baby, I'm-" Before I could finish my sentence he interrupted me. "Single? Yes you certainly are." He said. My eyebrows knitted together in confusion, "I didn't invest all of this damn time into this relationship just for everytime I'm on the phone or when I'm out of your sight, you come back and accuse me of cheating. No, I'm tired of this shit Joy. I told you, matter of fact I tell you every day that I love and respect you too much to do that shit to you." Venom leaked from his tone.

"Do my words and my actions go unnoticed to you? Do you just not care? I would never do this shit to you. You know how fucking embarrassing it is? I'm always telling my mom about how happy I am with you and how I can't wait for you to meet her and you come up to me like you've lost your damn mind while I'm on the phone with her?! Man nah, you can take that energy some fucking else where." He said driving into my neighborhood.

"Luke, I didn't mean it, I swear. I- I told you I needed time to get my shit together. I-" "Well you got all of the time in the fucking world now." He said. I didn't know what to really say. I didn't want to break up, I didn't know his mom was on the phone. I would never intentionally disrespect her or anyone like that.

He pulled up to the curb in front of my house and told me to get out."Lucas, I'm sorry, you know I would never" "I'll bring your shit from my house tomorrow. Get out of my car." He said unlocking the doors. "Luke please." I said pleading. He reached over and opened my door.

I stepped out and before I could shut the door, he sped off and the door slammed shut. I watched him disappear from my view before I walked to my door. I unlocked it and walked in, once I shut the door I released the ugliest cry imaginable.

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I was woken up by a loud knocking. I got off of the couch and looked out of the window, seeing Luke's car. I ran to the mirror, trying to fix my hair. I began unlocking the door and when I opened it all of my things were on my porch and Luke was in his car. He chucked up the deuces before driving off.

I took all of my things inside and just left it in the living room. I screamed and stomped my way upstairs like a angry child. I flopped down on my bed and began crying again. I really fucked up now.

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"Oh my this bitch is dead!" I heard someone say. "Bitch you're stupid, if she was dead her body would probably stink by now." Another voice said. "Uh uh hoe, not necessarily. We don't know how long it's been here." I smirked realizing that voice was my best friend James.

I rolled over and watched them argue about if I was dead or not. "If I wasn't dead, one of your breaths would do the job." I said. They both looked down at me. "See bitch, she's alive. Ok whore what the hell is going on? I seen 7 bottles just from your front door to the 5th step, and Lucas posted that he was single Monday. Whats the tea sis?" James said pulling out a Arizona tea from his purse.

I sat up, trying to ignore the pounding in my head."What day is it?" I asked. "Oh lord, it's Wednesday, honey. Are you ok? We had to call the police to let us in." Stacey said pointing to the man on the other side of my bed.

He was pretty handsome. I'm usually attracted to chocolate drops but for a white man, he looked good. His muscles protruded from his uniform and it looked good on him."Are you okay, miss?" He asked. I nodded slowly, "I'm fine. Thank you." I said getting up and walking into my bathroom.

I washed my face and brushed my teeth. I don't remember shit except for that Luke broke up with me on Friday. I walked back into my room seeing the officer gone. Stacey and James sat on my bed looking at me. "So we kinda already heard about what happened but we wanna hear your side." She said. I shook my head, "There's only one side and that's the truth. I fucked up and I can't fix it." I said sitting beside them.

"Oh sis." James said letting me cry on his shoulder. "Come on girl, the ebt awards are this weekend, we need to get the shit together so you can go stunt on his ugly ass." He said trying to encourage me. I laughed at the fact that he called it the ebt awards instead of the Bet awards.

"No, I'm fine. I rather stay home." I said. "Listen here whore, you have no choice." Stacey said. She pulled me up and pushed me into the bathroom. "First things first, wash, everything. You stink." She said. I nodded and turned on the shower.

Tbc

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