I've been hanging out with Rosé these past few weeks. She sometimes go back in her apartment but she oftenly stays with me in my house. My other friends already met her and I hate 'em for always teasing and pushing me towards Rosé. Buy there's really something about Jihyo, she's not telling me something. The way she looks at me and Chaeyoung if the two of us are together is making me bothered. SO BOTHERED. I'm here with Jihyo, Irene, Tzuyu, and Chaeng.
"Jihyo, can I please talk to you?" I asked seriously
"About?" She asked back
"Just about some stuffs. But I want to talk to you in private."
"Okay."
The two of us went in the kitchen and get a glass of water first. I started the conversation but I wasn't straightforward.
"Be straight to the point, Manoban." Jihyo said
"You know Chaeyoung since then, don't you?"
"Yeah"
"I know there's something you know that I don't know about her."
"Definitely"
"Please tell me what is it. I'm begging you, please."
"I already told you before that I'm not the right person to tell it to you. Because if I do, I might just add fuel to the fire."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Why don't you ask Rosé or Jennie instead?"
She left me in the kitchen while I drink the glass of water. Ugh, I'm still confused. What and how do I ask Rosé about this? I went back to my friends in the living room who're playing Fortnite. I sat beside Rosé and hugged her on her arms. She wrapped her arms around me. Well, get used to us being clingy with each other all the time because that's what we really do. Thanks to this girl I'm now moving onto Jennie. She made me forget about her even for a little while. Speaking of Jennie, I haven't seen her again since the shop incident. I hope she's doing good with Jisoo and in school. Even though she caused me a lot of pain, I still care for her because I know to myself that I loved her romantically and I still love her as a special friend. I will always consider her as my special friend. She'll always have a place in my heart.
"Limario, you're out of focus again." Rosé pouted
"Sorry"
"I want you to tell me your problems right now." She looked at me seriously
".........in my room"
She followed me in my room and we sat on the bed. I get a picture that I kept with me for years.
"Remember this?" As I showed her the picture
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"Of course I do! That's the only picture we got."
I noticed her renoving the locket she was always wearing. I automatically smiled when she opened it because she also kept the picture the two of us had.
"I never removed this from me." She mumbled
"I also never considered in throwing this picture frame."
She hugged me really tight and mumbled something on my ear.
"When I knew that I was flying to Australia, I was very VERY happy and excited but not until I met you the week before my flight. I spent the best times with you and it was too late for me to back out. I needed to leave you soon and that's the thing I regretted the most in my entire life. I regret for not staying with you. I regret leaving you without a proper goodbye.....I regret not saying that I-I love you. And the thing I regret the very most is that I didn't get the chance of expressing it towards you. I always--"
"I regret not saying I love you too before you left me." I said to cut her off
We're both stunned right now. It was very silent when I decided to break it.
"That was the most regretful thing in my life. And I'm not going to let the chance pass again. Not now, not ever."
She broke the hug and looked at me with tears in her eyes. I can't hep but cry too. Imagine, you love a person and you thought she didn't feel the way you feel towards her, but then she'll tell you how much she loves you. It makes my heart pound really fast.
"If you love me and I also love you, then let's just be together. Our relationship might work out."
I was thinking for a moment
"I-I think I'm not yet ready to be in a relationship again."
"Again? You mean you've been into a relationship before?"
"Yep."
"Mind sharing your experience to me?"
"W-we just broke up last last month."
"Oh fuck, I'm sorry to hear that."
"It was just actually a one-sided love because I was the only one loving her. She don't love me, she loves somebody else." My tears started to flow
"And she just used me." I continued
"Fuck her." Rosé cursed
I continued to tell tell her the whole story and she was just listening the whole time. I still can't help but cry over this again and again. It still hurts. We hugged each other and broke it immediately when she asked me who the girl is.
".....Jennie Kim"
Her face expression changed when I answered her question. She stood up the bed and was about to go out. What the hell is wrong with her?! She'll just leave me here after what I told her.
"Chaeyoung wait! Where are you going?"
"I-I want to go back home."
"Tss why? And what's with the sudden change of mood?"
"............"
"Speak up! Hey--"
"BECAUSE THAT EX GIRLFRIEND OF YOURS IS MY FUCKING SISTER!" She faced me with tears flowing down her cheeks
