If you do read this,
And I sure hope you do,
Here's a poem just for you.
For all those days you've been taunting me
For all those times you told me that ''no-one cares for you''
For all those moments when you told me ''no-one wants you''
For all those nights you'd messaged me with a ''no-one asked you''
Well I used to be affected
By the names you used to use
How I memorized what 'retarded' meant
So I could use it on you too
I used to try and be nice to you
But you never were nice back
And when I glared at you,
You'd tease me mercilessly too
You made my life a living nightmare
I was scared to go to school
I once stood at the railings
To stand up there and think of
How nice death would be without you
School wasn't fun once you came in
Popular, pretty, who was I compared to you?
It wasn't jealousy I felt,
It was pure hate
You were rude to me,
But no one ever knew
We've graduated and moved to different schools,
And I am for sure having a better life than I used to
While you get obsessed with all the boys in your school,
I'll stay with my fantasy storybooks
Maybe one day I'll meet you,
But for now, I hope you understand:
I may not have had a life,
But at least I'm not wasting it,
Unlike you
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Early updates! So sorry for having to do this but I have exams coming up soon so I will very likely not update then:( So sorry I don't know why I have exams so early, the last one was in May for gods' sake...but okay:) I hope you didn't get bored by my rant, and thanks to EnderFang999, potterheadivergent, Pandemonium_King, SophieAbnegation, and Giselle_PHANDOM for voting or commenting or even both:))
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