Dear Diary (A dark Louis AU)

Chapter SEVENTEEN

*FLASHBACK*

My eyes were still closed as my ears slowly adjusted to the loud music coming from somewhere, I couldn't quite tell. I wanted to tell Molly to turn the radio down, but as soon as I opened my eyes I realized that I wasn't in her car but in fact her bedroom. And the music was coming from the party downstairs and not the radio.

"Look who is awake" a voice near me said.

I jumped a little as it scared me and I quickly turned my head, only to find out who it came from. Oh no, Louis. I rubbed my eyes as I sat up on the bed, in hopes that I'm only hallucinating. But no, he was real, sitting at the other side of the bed, with his back leaned onto a bunch of stacked up pillows.

I just looked away without saying a word. My heart pumping blood through my veins and straight to my temples. Headaches aren't fun.

"Why don't you say anything?" he sounded irritated and rude. "I know you can talk, so what's your deal?" he continued to interrogate me.

I simply ignored his words, letting them fly by me, never hitting my ears.

He let out a frustrated sigh. "Doesn't it get boring, just having your mouth shut all the time? I mean it just looks dumb with all your nodding and shaking your head. You never indulge in the conversation, never ask questions or express your opinions. That frustrates people, you know? Maybe I would have liked you even more if I actually got to know you, but I guess you don't want anyone to know you. You're just hiding behind the walls you've set up for yourself, thinking that you're protected from the world. But honey, let me tell you that these walls are only in your head, you're just living in this bubble of a sad life... Why am I even telling you all of this, you probably can't even hear me" He let the rant flow out of his mouth, and this time I was listening.

He had a point. The way he said it touched something deep inside me. I guess I did think that by not talking I was safe from the outside world and that nobody could touch me. If they didn't know me, they couldn't hurt me.

I turned my head towards him, looking him straight in the eye. "I have ears, don't I?" that was a question, see I'm indulging in the conversation

He just looked at me, a smile slowly creeping onto his face. Goddamn he looked adorable.

"Hello, I'm Louis" He reached me his hand wanting me to shake it.

I couldn't help but giggle a little at the sight as I shook his hand. "Hello, I'm Jade"

And to think that just a minute ago I feared him. But I was to quick to assume that he can be nice, as the next words coming out of his mouth shocked me.

"But don't think that we're going to be friends, I just wanted to prove myself that I was right" he pulled his hand away from mine like it was some kind of poison.

My eyebrows arched in confusion. Just a second ago he was shaking my hand and smiling and the next he's back to his usual asshole self. Bipolar much?

"And what were you right about?" I asked, my voice sounding hurt.

He just smirked at me "That I can make you talk"

Is this a game to him?! Just playing with my feelings like that? Ugh, how could I be so gullible to let him lure me into thinking he can be nice to people.

I was about to stand up and walk out of the room, but my actions got interrupted by Molly, who just stormed into the room.

She looked at me. I looked at her. She looked at Louis. And Louis did the same. She then returned her eyes to me and offered to drive me back home, as it already was late... or should I say early? You decide, it was 4:03 am.

I was all in for her taking me back to my house but just as I was ready to get up from the bed the unexpectable happened.

"I'll take her home" Louis voice sounded through the room. It was stern, so Molly didn't even say anything in protest. And I was shocked, so I couldn't...

A/N: well then, things are getting heated;) I'm gonna try and update tomorrow. Thanks for reading so far, it means a lot <3 xx