Dear Diary (A dark Louis AU)

Chapter TEN

A/N: I'm so sorry for such a late update, but I guess that I kind of lost interest in the story for a while.. but now I'm back!! Thanks for still being here :) Much appreciate it, and I will try my best to update regularly now <3

“Truth or dare” asked the curly boy whose name, if I’m not wrong, is Harry.

“Dare” Molly eagerly answered, making ‘OOooo’s sound through the room.

Harry rubbed his palms together, indicating that he had something planned for his little dare. My thoughts were confirmed as he smirked and let out;

“I dare you to make out with Zayn”

I choked on my own spit as a thought of her actually doing it crossed my mind. But before I knew it, she already stood up from where she was sitting and laid her lips on the olive-skin boy.

I widened my eyes at the scene and tried to think of a way to escape this circle of ‘friends’ as quickly as possible.

The next person to get asked was who I assume was Niall’s girlfriend. She hesitated a bit before answering “truth” and the comments about her being a wuss were thrown at her. She just swatted them away and told us the story of her first time, as this was what Molly asked her about.

I suddenly felt like I didn’t fit in with these people. All of them are so mature and easygoing. I felt my confidence crash as I remembered my first time… I had no! But I could never tell them that, as it would just make me an inexperienced lowlife in their eyes.

After they all laughed it off, it was Jessie’s turn to ask. Our eyes met and at that moment I felt my heart sink to the pit of my stomach. She couldn’t possibly put me in the position where I had to either tell something embarrassing or do something humiliating, right?

Wrong!

“Jade, truth or dare” she stared at me with a, what looked like a, smirk.

I shook my head nervously, not wanting to do either one. I would be just fine looking at the game from the distance, sort of like a ghost. Invisible. But no, the brunette girl wouldn’t let me escape without even taking on the challenge.

I debated with myself on what was the safest option. And as I wanted to keep my intimacy to myself, I went with the option of doing something silly rather than talking about anything.
She shifted in her seat a little bit, clearly not expecting my answer. And the ‘OOooo’s began once more.

“I dare you to make out–”

“Oh, come on. That girl doesn’t even have a nerve to look at someone snogging, let alone do it herself.” Louis stopped her mid-sentence, laughing at me in a mock way. It was rather contagious, as his mates joined him with that.   

“Well, I guess she’ll have to prove you wrong won’t she?” Jessie gave him a challenging glare before she continued;

“Jade I dare you to make out with Louis”

Her words were like a shock to my system. I immediately felt my cheeks burn the strong color of cherries. My palms became clammy and a bulb formed itself in my throat, not allowing me to breathe.

I stared at her for a while with my mouth opened. I didn’t wanna believe that these words just came out of her mouth. I gave Louis a quick glance and strongly regretted picking ‘dare’ out of the two.

I felt sick to my stomach, probably the aftermath of drinking alcohol kicking in too. I stood up from my seat in a hurry and quickly made my way through the crowd and into the bathroom, desperately trying to get away from these sick people.

“You’ll have to excuse us” Molly gave the group a reassuring smile before rushing after me.

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I heard a panicky knock on the bathroom door, and before I could say that it was taken it already opened itself to reveal Molly now standing inside the bathroom. She locked the door and rushed to my side, taking my hair in her fist as I vomited in the toilet.

She patted my sweaty back with her other hand as she kneeled beside me.

“I’m sorry” she mumbled. “I shouldn’t have dragged you into the group” She blamed herself.

I shook my head and wiped my mouth with my trembling hand. “Its fine” I let out, giving her a reassuring smile.

She pulled me into a warm hug, that I didn’t even realize I needed until now.

“You wanna get out of here?” she suggested.

I nodded into the hug, letting a tear escape my eye. I quickly whipped it off and pulled out from the hug, looking Molly straight in the eye. She smiled at me and I smiled at her, both knowing what the other was thinking.