Stuck between worlds (Tokyo ghoul fanfic) [Book One]

Chapter 22

I was taken back by what Yoshimura said. I was pregnant. I'm not sure if I should be scared or happy then the baby hurt me again and I scream again "Natsumi I'm going to give you some human meat for the child so they don't hurt you more then they should" He said leaving the room then Irimi came in "Natsumi san are you alright?" She asks "I'm pregnant and my child is tryiinng to kill me which is hurting really bad. I want Arima san. He's going to hate me and lave me too" I said and Irimi hugs me "If he leaves you for being pregnant you're always welcome here" SHe says "He wouldn't leave me for being pregnant but I got out of his car and didn't listen to him. I wanted to come here but he wanted me to go to the hospital then he saw my kakugan and wanted to take me home" I said crying "Wait is that why you're covering your eye?" She asks and I take my hand away to show the kakugan in my left eye "I'm not going to question you in this state but you should worry about your boyfriend. If he truly loves you he will forgive you for everything" She let me go "Congratulations on the baby. I'll go downstairs and if he cames I'll tell him you're safe and up here" She says "If he does come and you please bring him up here" I say and she nods as she leaves the room then Koma and Yoshimura enter the room "Here you go Natsumi san. Yoshimura told me what happened so I brought you a coffee and Yoshimura will fully look over you to make sure everything is alright" Koma said putting a coffee on the table with a plate on flesh too and he left the room. Yoshimura sat on a chair next to my bed "I don't think I'm ready for this Sir" I say holding my stomach "I want to be a mother but I don't want my child living in fear of my work" I say crying "You can get rid of the child Natsumi san but if you chose to keep the child Anteiku is here for you" He said sitting me up "Please eat to take some of the pain away" He said standing up "I'm going to grab somethings and I'll be right back" He said leaving the room. I pick up the plate ans cut a little piece off "You are really going to hurt me my love" I say taking a bite of the flesh and the baby calmed down. I finished the whole piece and the coffee. It took me a while but I managed. While I was eating Yoshimura checked my heart rate, Blood count, Rc count, blood pressure and checked to make sure nothing else was wrong with me. "Natsumi san I'm happy to say there's nothing wrong with you but you are indeed pregnant" He said 'Thank goodness I was healthy' "That's Amazing" I said looking at my stomach which hurt a little but it was bearable. "I wish I could stay but I need to go home and talk to Arima" I said and he nods. "I'll have Irimi take you home in her car" He said helping me up "Thank you for everything" I said giving him a hug "Anytime Natsumi san" He said and told Irimi to help me go home.

She drove me to my place and I got out and slowly walked to the front door and rang the bell. I leaned on the wall until someone opened the door and it was Shinohara "Everyone Yasha's home!! He yelled and helped me inside and to the couch "Yasha we were all worried sick about you but Arima has it the hardest" Amon said "He blamed himself and has locked himself in his room not wanting to talk to any of us" He continued and I stood up "I'm fine. I got checked out and I know what's going on but Arima needs to be the first one to know. Help me up to his room" I said and they boys are on either side on me and I put my arms around their shoulders and we walk tp Arima's room and I knock on the door "I told you to leave me alone. I don't want to talk to you" Arima yelled and I used my hand to tell them to leave. I opened his door to see his room a mess "I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE!!" He yelled and I was shocked. I've never heard him yell like this before. Arima was sitting on his bed crying and I started to cry "I'm sorry my love. I wanted to know what happened to me" I said moving closer to him and he looks up at me "Yasha..." He got up and picked me up "I thought I lost you" He cried into me "I'm right here" I hug him and he drops to the ground. We were both on our knees hugging each other and crying together "I couldn't just home but I didn't want to go to the hospital" I said hugging him more "I thought you had died when you got out." he was crying more and I wiped his tears "I know what happened to me but I'm scared you might leave me" I say and he looks up at me "I would never leave you unless I die" HE said "The reason why that happened to me is because I'm pregnant and the baby is a ghoul and was trying to find food in me" I said looking down and he lifted my head "You're pregnant?" He looked at me shocked andi nod "I'm going to be a father?" I nod again "Why would you think I'd leave you?" He asked "Because I was scared alright" I cried into him and he lifted me up "You're insane if you rhink i'd leave you" He laid me on his bed and lifted my shirt up to expose my stomach and he kissed it "I love you my child" He said kissing my stomach many times "But you said the child is a ghoul. How are you not in pain?" He asked "I don't want to say but that's going to be apart of my life for now on." I said sitting up and pulling my shirt down "But how'd you eat it" He asked "I vomited and I was just about forced fed the flesh because I was screaming so much" I said "Enough about that, we have 3 investigators worried sick about you and wanting to know whats wrong with me" I said and he picked me up "Arima I know what I'm going to say when they ask why is the child a ghoul so don't worry about that" I saidand he kissed me "I love you so much" He said "I love you too" I said as he walked down stairs with me in his arms

"Jeez you two look like you went through hell" Shinohara said "I guess I was with what happened" I said "Arima are you truly alright?" Amon asked "I am but Yasha on the other hand I'm not to sure about" He said "Don't scare them like that" I hit his chest and everyone looked at me weird "What's going on?" Akira asked "I'm pregnant" I say and they looked shocked then it hits them "You're pregnant?" Amon said. I nod "So why where you in so much pain?" Amon asked "I was in the streets and a ghoul was feasting on a human and I was in so much pain I couldn't move and he said I should be with my boyfriend and let him get some food for me then he gave some flesh and told me it will help with the baby and I wouldn't eat it so the ghoul just about shoved it down my throat so I could eat it and I felt slightly better but I threw up because human flesh is really gross and for some reason I trusted the ghoul that I was pregnant so I got a test and it was positive so I'm guessing the baby is a ghoul and wanted some food so they started to eat me because I'm human" I say and they all came up and congratulated me but then Akira asked the question I was dreading "But the real question is why is the baby a ghoul?" She asked "Unless Arima is a ghoul which I know he isn't so the only thing I can guess is that the ghoul injection wasn't completely gone the egg had the injection in it" I said and they seemed to by it "So are you going to keep the child?" Shinohara asked "Of course I will. I want this child and nothing will stop me from having her" I said "Her?" Akira asked "She feels like a girl" I said and the boys look at me like I'm crazy "Fine I'm the pregnant crazy one" I said "Akira do you understand what I mean?" I said "I guess since you are carrying the child just know these things" She says "At least I have someone helpful" I said "Whay about me?" Arima asked "You had the fun part of creating hell for yourself" I said giggling then I yawn "You heard the crazy one. She tired so lets go home" Shinohara said "Thank you for caring for me" I say as they leave "I love you all" I say as Akira shuts the front door and Arima lays me on the couch "Yasha there's something I need to tell you" Arima said and my eyes where drooping "I'm sorry my love, but I've been through hell and I need sleep" I said and he looked at me "i guess you're right" he picks me up and takes me to my room "I hate to be mean to you my love but I want to sleep along tonight" I say as he tucks me in "I don't blame you" He said standing up "Good night my love" He kissed me quickly before leaving the room and I get on the blankets and pull my shirt up and lay my hand on where the baby would be "I love you my baby. You will make your way to this earth even if I have to fight for that" I said getting under the blanket but I kept my hand on the baby the whole night.

The sun was shining I'm my eyes which made me open them and I stood up and just about fall over from loss of balance and for some reason I looked just about 9 months pregnant 'huh? I only found out two weeks ago' I said walking to my bathroom to wash myself. i went downstairs to make some breakfast and I saw a man who I've never seen before in my house "What are you doing here?" I grabbed a frying pan "Yasha what do you mean. We live together and we're a couple" The man said "What do you mean" I said taking a few steps back "Its me Arima Kishou" He said "I've never met someone with that name" I run out of my house thinking he might be a ghoul and i kept running then I was on top of a building and that strange man was still there then someone in a mask comes over to me and puts his hand over my mask and starts punching my stomach which hurt so much "Lets see how you like this" The man in the mask just threw me off the building. I was screaming knowing I would die when I hit the ground.