Bruised&broken (Jalex)

I wanna be there for you i wanna be there for us

Holding this squirmy baby who had eyes and dimples just like Alex, I realized I want to be in both their lives. Alison Gaskarth is probably the happiest baby and cutest baby out there. She smiled when she looked at me and pulled at my hair. It was probably the hair she thinks is funny. I still dyed blonde in it every so often.

"Alex, she is possibly the most beautifulest baby I've ever laid eyes on. " I gushed while she grabbed one of my fingers. She is, she really is.

"Awe, thank you. " He replied in the same tone of voice I said my compliment in. "I made her myself. " Jesus Christ that boy knew how to make me laugh.

I looked down at my watch and noticed that I had to be back at the center in half an hour. I was bummed. I was having so much fun with Alex and Alison that I completely lost track of time. "Alex I have to be back at the center soon. " Alex did the same and checked his watch to see how long I still have and he sighed.

"It takes a while to get back to the center from my mom's" that's where we are now. Isobel watches Alison while Alex is at work. "So we might as well leave now so we don't get in trouble." Since he was off the clock he took Alison and put her in her cute little car set. "Let's go jay." I got up and followed them to the car and sat in the front.

The drive was quiet all except the baby's small cooing noises. Although I'm pretty sure you can also hear my heart thumping rapidly because at one point, Alex decided to hold my hand and that just set me off. I could NOT stop smiling like an idiot when he did that and every so often he'd glance in the mirror at me and see that I'm smiling and smile himself. He always had a gorgeous smile.

We arrived at the center and just stayed in the car a bit. "We should get you inside now. Don't worry, you have an appointment tomorrow with me." We bother got out and rounded the car to where the baby was. Alex didn't need to come inside and he didn't need to take the baby out. She was sleeping. So we said goodbye through a hug and I kissed the baby's forehead and walked up to the center, checked in and headed to my room to sleep.