Bruised&broken (Jalex)

Relive the past. Take back the future.

It has been seven years since the vacation and it's been seven years since I've seen Alex. Things have gone down hill since that first time I smoked pot. After that day, I've enjoyed the feeling of being high and tried acid. On that vacation of course. I ended up kissing Tay voluntarily but Alex didn't know I was on a drug and refused to talk to me. We haven't talked since. Later on I found out that flyzik (the one that gave me the weed in the first place) was visiting from baltimore too; we later became good friends and he introduced me to his drug buddies, me finding out that his name is actually Matt but there were two matts in the group so they went by last names. Over the seven years all of us became good friends. I graduated high school on a scholarship to Maryland university. A full ride. I took it but ended up dropping out a month into my third year because my mother had become Ill. Nothing terminal. So I stayed home. My father had to work but sold off a billion dollar idea and we are now living in a dream house, my father said he'd buy me a house and give me income if I stopped doing drugs. Both my parents knew. I was in hard place still. I missed Alex to death and over the years of me never getting over him, I realized I loved him and still do love him. I wondered often how he's doing. Is he married? Dating? Have a family? those questions were often killed when I did meth. Getting high made me forget about Alex. Although my way of getting the thoughts of Alex out of my head were going to shit as today my father had told me that I were to be put into a rehabilitation center.

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Please don't be pissed at me for jumping so far in his life and making him a tweker. But everything will hopefully get better but maybe not seeing as my plan for this story is non existing and I'm just doing whatever I want to now. The only plan I had was to have a couple chapters as a background of how everything went to shit and then now will be the actual story part that goes along with the prologue. Happy reading, maybe😝