Bruised&broken (Jalex)

Did you really think that you could fix me

"Jack Bassam Barakat, I swear to fucking god, do not walk away from me!" I made a hasty exit towards my car. This was the eighty-second time that Alex and I have fought since moving in and they all seem to be about the same thing. Me talking to flyzik again. Its certainly not any of his business as to who the hell I speak to. He has no right to say who I can and can't hang out with. Starting up my car, I looked over to Alex who was standing in the doorway holding a now crying Alison. she must have woken up after hearing us fight. I don't blame her; this was the loudest, nastiest fight so far. I was having none of it.

I pulled out of the driveway, facing the street into town. Looking back at Alex one last time before leaving, i could see him shaking. I drove off before I could have any thoughts of getting out of the car. Driving into town at five thirty was not something i enjoy doing. The road was full of inconsiderate assholes who don't know how to drive. The only place i could think of going to was a hotel. I could go pick up clothing when Alex went off to work and come back.

The thing that set off this fight happened to be the last straw. A week after i had gotten out of the center, I contacted matt to catch up. I did not even think about asking matt to hook me up but alex thought otherwise. That sparked the first fight, now this fight started because Tay had joined matt, a couple other friends and I out for a round and Alex accused me of cheating. I had it then, i just left. something inside me broke when he thought that I'd do that to him.

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Arriving at the hotel, I noticed that I had a text message; it read:

Jack, I'm so  sorry. I took it too far. I fucked up, didn't I? it's hard you know? when the person you love so dearly goes around a person that cause us both pain and misery and exposing you to a potential relapse. I just couldn't fathom leaving you. please forgive me.X

I didn't know what to think now. I just walked out on the person I loved. I think I should go back. No, Jack do not regret this. you wanted it then. you just need time to clear your head. He should've trusted me or at least asked me about it before he went off and accused me of cheating. I texted back:

I'm sorry Lex. Just give me time to think.

Not even waiting for a response, I shut off my phone, sliding it into my pocket and proceeding to what would be my home until I get my head out of the fog.

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literally could not write to what was going on to the other story so I decided why not come back and start from square two and just continue on this one. keep in mind that everything that happened in the other story is now gone. it never happened and will probably never happen. If you're confused on anything, please message me so that i can answer what you need help on. Happy reading:)