Krii7y OneShots

Friends with Benefits?

you know how i said i wouldnt update any other chapters besides the corpse bride?

yeaaahhhhh i kinda lied, but i didnt know at the time cause i though id be able to do one fucking chapter but nope

and i got a new idea and I really wanted to do it
sorry for lying i didnt know at the time ;-;
so enjoy babes

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lukas

I sighed, watching as John put his pants back on and fix his hair. "Thanks Luka. That was amazing. Same time next week?" I nodded and smiled. "Alright, talk to you later bud!" My smile dropped as soon as I heard my front door close.

This is what you get for letting yourself love a guy whos only your fuck buddy, along with being your best friend. You know better Lukas. Be better than this.

I couldnt stop this though. It felt so good to have him, even if it was in this way. This was the only way Id get something out of this, no matter how much it killed me, no matter how fucking wrong it is.

I looked up at my ceiling, letting tears fall down my face. John was nothing more than a fuck buddy, he was nothing more than a friend. I knew i shouldnt have agreed, I knew my love for this one guy would bite me in the back if I agreed. Look at me now, momma. You proud?

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a week later or some shit

I heard a knock on my door, which brought my attention from the video i was currently editing. "Coming! Be there in a sec!" I rushed out of my room, going up to my door before opening it. "Oh, hey John! What brings you here?" I knew already though.

"You obviously know babe. Come here." He walked in, grabbing my waist and pushed me against the wall. "Fuck youre so beautiful Luka. Youre all i think about before I come back here. I cant wait to take you again, to make it known that youre mine." He kissed me. I had to stop this I had to- i cant let this continue- i need- fuck hes such an amazing kisser.

I leaned into his kiss, letting him take control of whatever I did. This is wrong, I need to stop this. But I cant, he hooked me into his ropes once again. Our kiss grew heated immediately, his hands finding their way under my shirt. My skin tingled at his soft touch. One moved up my chest to grab at my nipples while the other wrapped around the small of my back.

Johns lips left mine as they kissed down to my neck, falling to a place he knows all too well. I moaned quietly when he bit down, a hand reaching up to his hair. "Your sounds are amazing Luka. Let me make them louder." I moaned at this, my face growing a darker shade of red as he pushed his knee in between mine to rub against my erection.

"Already hard for me, I see. Maybe we should fix that?" He was amazing. I need to ask him, I need to ask him.

"J-john?" He dragged me into my room and pushed me onto the bed. "Yes, prince?" I smiled at that, my heart swelling in my chest at the nickname he gave me.

"W-what are we?" His actions stopped. "What do you mean?" I sat up. When did he get rid of my shirt? "I mean- why did we start doing this? What are we supposed to be doing? Fucking every other week and then acting like it never happened? What are we, John?"

John looked down at his hands. He wasnt going to respond, is he? I sighed, my heart dropping. Might as well let him continue this. "W-we can continue, John." He nodded, and climbed back on top of me and kissed me harder than before. There was no lust in it this time though.

I let tears fall throughout the kiss. If I cant have him one way, why stop this way?

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After that night, John hasnt came back. He hasnt responded to any of my messages, or the guys messages. Maybe asking him about us was a bad move. Fuck, the only thing I had with him, gone.

Lukas you fuck up. You let the man of basically all of your dreams walk out cause you cant keep your mouth shut.

"Maybe its- maybe its better off this way.." I said to myself in the quiet house. It didnt stop me from worrying about him though. I kept thinking of so many possibilites that couldve happened to him, but if something did happen he would tell us right?

A knock on my door rang through the house. I jumped up, hoping amd praying. I opened my door, and there stood John. He had tears falling down his face.

"John?"

He let out a sob, shaking. "O-Oh fuck okay John get inside. I'll- I'll get you a blanket." I rushed to bring him inside, placing him on the couch and going into my room, grabbing my comfortor. I placed that around Johns body before going in my kitchen to warm up milk for him.

He drank the milk that I gave to him, giving it back to me when he finished. I sat next to him on the couch, holding him in my arms as I rocked him. "I-Im so fucking sorry, Jaren." My movements stopped. He never used my first name. "John?"

"Im sorry for basically using you. Im sorry for hurting you. I knew I was, I just couldnt stop. I couldnt. Im such a fucking idiot, Jaren." "I- I dont know what to say, John." "Its okay if- if you hate me, Jaren."

"How could I hate the only man Ive ever loved?" I smiled sadly. "I knew it was wrong too. So very wrong. It was just supposed to be one night. Heh, look at how that turned out. Two crying men sitting on a couch cuddled up together. Fuck we're pathetic." I laughed through my tears. He laughed through his.

After a moment of silence, John asked me something.

"What are we supposed to do now, Luka?" I sighed. "You dont love me back, so, we stay friends, but we dont fuck every other week." More tears fell, fuck im pathetic. He nodded. "Im sorry Jaren." "Dont be, its only me." He leaned against me, closing his eyes.

I heard his breathing slow down, his body growing heavier. "I love you so fucking much, Johnathan."

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ahahahahahaahahaaaaaaa ma bad

you love me tho right babes?
cause fuck you guys make me happy
thank you for being here
you guys deserve eVeRyThInG lIkE hOnEsTlY

sprry for it bein sad but this was good right?

next one might be the corpse bride but who knows mb ill have another amazing idea that simply CANNOT wait

stay happy, and stay true to yourselves, love you babes, see yah next time