Krii7y OneShots

"Supposed to Be" Chapter 11(cant fucking title)

(ignore this but still thank you) omg 200+ reads thank you guys
this is actually a little story i wrote down in my notes a while back...had to get rid of it but i still remember the plot amd stuff
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john

Fuck. Im screwed. Im so fucking screwed. What in your right mind, Johnathon Kyle, made it seem perfectly okay to have Lukas come over for what- 2 fucking weeks? When you obviously have this massive crush on him? What was going in that dumb little head of yours?

"I dont know! Fuck im so screwed. Keep it together keep it together." I shook my head, grabbing my vape and taking a hit from it. I took a look at my alarm clock next to me. Fuck Lukas will be here soon. "Alright uh, living room is clean, bathroom, kitchen, guest bedroom. Fuck im forgetting something." I muttered to myself. I had everything checked. What was I missing.

"Fuck!" Of course, the simplest of things. I checked the fridge. Nothing. Pantry? Only a few spices and sauces. Damnit. "John you fucking idiot. The one thing- ugh. I'll just see if he'll go out with me to the diner."

I sat on the couch. Fuck im so stressed. I had this bad feeling though,  a feeling I couldnt shake. Taking another hit from my vape to calm me down, I checked the clock. Damn Ive been stressing for an hour? That cant be normal. Whatever.

I heard two knocks on the door. Okay, John. Keep it together. Youre okay.

"John! Hey its finally good to see you man!" He brought me into a hug, and obviously I hugged him back. Fuck im not okay. Definately not. Just a hug and this boy makes me want to just keep him here.

"Okay, Lukas, sad story. I have no food. Realized at the last fucking second." Lukas gasped. "How? I am..hurt John. How could this happen to me?"

"I made my mistakes. No where to run. The night goes on as Im fading away." "Alright jeez. Dont go all Simple Plan on me here." "Hey fuck you. Simple Plans an awesome band." "Sure sure Johnny boy. You gonna let me in so i dont have to awkwardly stand outside your door?" He laughed and i felt my face grow hot. I stood back, letting him in.

"Did you really clean your house for me? God I wouldnt care if it was messy, but thank you." "No problem." I showed him the guest bedroom, my room, along with everything else.

"Johnnn Im hungry." "Well c'mon dickwad." "Hey fuck you. Where are we goin?" "Out. To a diner." "You takin me on a date? Have some feelings youd like to share?" He flirted, a sly smile on his face. Once more, I felt my face grow hot. "N-No! Not a date, no feelings at all. You wanna eat or not milk." "Take me John take me!" Lukas whined out. I wish i could honestly, in a more dirtier way. Fucking hell John stop.

I grabbed my keys, walking out with him trailing behind me. "Its not that far, maybe a mile or two. Wanna walk?" "For sure." He replied. We stepped out onto the side of the road, talking about random games, life, the usual between us.

"Hey John?" Lukas asked after a moment of silence. I hummed in response. "Do you, uh, like anyone?" Fuck. Say no. "Yeah I do." Fuck you.

"Oh, uh, who is she?" His tone seemed to grow smaller at that, his eyes looked to grow dim. Is he okay? "A-actually, its a he." He looked up to me in suprise. "Y-youre gay?" "Not saying that I am, im not putting a label on me. I like whoever I like, simple as that. Do you have a problem with it Luka?" God I hope he didnt. "N-No actually Im uh, im bisexual." Well at least I had some chance. Girls are way better than me though, wouldnt complain to anyone if he did get a girlfriend though. Id probably mentally kill myself, but meh its the same when hes not dating anyone.

"John? You good buddy?" I nodded, taking out my vape pen to let out some stress. I sighed. God having your crush with you sucks dick.

"Is that the place?" "Yup. Good ole Better Burger." "Taking me to a burger joint on our first date John? Shows how high class you are." "Its not a date Smit." "It can be whatever I want it to be bitch!" God this man was going to be the death of me.