In The Stars {J•Hoseok} <J-Hope>

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"Ya!! Hoseok!?!" I yelled running around the courtyard. I was starting to get worried. He had been gone since class had got out.
     I huffed, I had been looking for him for about a half an hour. He was nowhere to be seen. I saw him earlier and we did our usual things, but now he is gone.
I could feel myself becoming short of breath. I couldn't breathe! My hands and legs were shaky. My heart was pounding in my chest. My palms became sweaty. I became lightheaded. Everything was spinning.
        I was having a Panic attack. I've had them before, I used to have them a lot before I got put on medication. I fell to my knees. Trying to breathe, but I felt as if a weight was on my chest.
    I rummaged through my bag searching for my pills. I couldn't find them!! Where are they?!
      Tears started to slowly slide down my face. "W-where are t-they?" I asked aloud.
"Ji-Woo!!" Someone yelled. I tried to look over, but tears were clouding my vision. I knew the voice. It was Hoseok. I heard quick steps towards me. "What's wrong?" He asked. "I couldn't form a sentence. "P-pills!!" I said pointing to my bag. His eyes were full of panic as he searched through my bag.
       Finally, Hoseok pulled out a white pill bottle. Handing it to me. My hands were too shaky, I couldn't open it. He took it back, opening the bottle, and grabbing his water from his bag. Hanging it to me. I put two pills in my mouth, then took the water gulping them down.
       The pills would only help it to end faster. Not make the attack go away. Tears start to rush more quickly down my face as I shake violently. Hoseok sees that the pills haven't done much. Without another word, he engulfs me into his embrace. I feel comfortable. Hoseok starts to sing. His voice is very soothing and The shaking slows down as his voice calms me. I start to regain color on my face. I inhaled deeply, then let it out. Hoseok pulls away, wiping the tears from my cheeks and wiped under my eyes. I looked at him thankfully. "Thank you Hobi," I said and without another word, he engulfed me in another hug. This hug more passionate, and longer than the others. We held onto each other tightly. My head rested in the crook of his neck. Tears started to sprout from my eyes. He hugged me tighter. I felt tears on my head, where his head was resting. We pulled apart and I wiped his tears. "Why are you crying Hobi?" I asked he smiled. "I-I was so scared." He said then grabbed my hand and squeezed it. I smiled. "I'm fine as long as I have you with me," I whispered and we both hugged again.
*TIME SKIP*
       "Ya, do you like it?" Hoseok asks as my eyes widen in happiness as he hands me my Bungeobbang. "I love it!!" I say and grab the sweet treat. I take a bite and immediately start to eat more. It is my favorite. The treat is a fish-shaped waffle that is stuffed with vanilla ice cream and a thin layer of red bean paste. It tastes amazing!!
       Hobi took a bite of his and took another bit quickly after.
       He had decided that we should go get a sweet treat after that howl incident. I obviously agreed.
        As I took another bite, my phone started to ring. I swallowed then answered the phone.
"Ji-Woo ah, where are you, sweetie?" My mother asks.
"Eomma, I am with Hoseok," I said poking Hobi's cheek. I could hear her chuckle.
"Joesonghabnida, but I need you home. Zhou Ping is having her son over." She said. I sighed. "Ok, I'll be home right now," I said and she hung up.
       "Hobi, I have to be home," I said with a pout. "Ok, let's go!" He said grabbing my hand. He then took a bite of my Bungeobbang.
       "Ya!! That was mine!!" I said pulling it away from him. "It was delicious!" He replied. I groaned and ate the last bite. I pout, knowing his bite was much bigger than any of mine. Hobi poked my puffed cheeks. "Don't pout, I miss your smile!" He said then pinched my cheek. I smiled and started to laugh.
    We walked swinging our intertwined hands between us.
*TIME SKIP*
     "Ji-Woo ah, meet Jackson." My mom introduced us as she sat down next to her friend. My mother and Zhou Ping had been friends since grade school, but Jackson and I had never met.
Especially since he was born and raised in Hong-Kong. He was, I think, the same age as me. He smiled at me. I smiled back, it was a fake smile. I couldn't actually smile for some reason. "Eomma may I be excused?" I asked. She nodded and I bowed to Jackson and his mother then left to the bathroom. I had to wash my hands. I washed them slowly. My phone made a sound.
Hobi🌞: so what's happening?
Woooo💜: nothing, I am about to eat dinner.
Hobi🌞: you're still hungry?
Woooo💜: no, but it would be rude not to eat.
Hobi🌞: well I'll let you go eat then
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I smiled at my phone. Then left the restroom. Joining everyone at the dinner table. As I walked I felt eyes watching my every move. I sat back down and waited for the meals to be passed out. My mother rushed, handing everyone their food quickly. It wasn't much, but it looked delicious.