Is it harder to live for someone or to die for someone?
Can you live when your heart is broken to thousand Of pieces?
They say fallow your heart, but when it's broken into thousands of pieces which one do you fallow?
"Hobi, when I finally die, will...
*A FEW MONTHS LATER HOSEOK'S P.O.V* I miss her more than anything. I miss Ji-Woo. Today is the day of her funeral. The day that I must finally realize that the love of my life is gone. Ji-Woo, I will keep my promises. I will forever only love you. You will be the one I will marry, even if it is in the great heavens.
I straightened out my black suit, not ready for what's to come. I haven't smiled, not once, since Ji-Woo's death in the hospital. The nurses came in soon after they heard sounds of crying and things being hit. I had to be restrained and taken out of the hospital, I fought as hard as I could to stay, but I was too tired. Tired of fighting the truth, tired of hoping. I was done. My sister came back to Seoul and tried to comfort me. I didn't work. I've cried for several days. I've barely eaten. I can't stop thinking about her.
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I leave my home, getting in Ms. De's car. She was waiting for me. We both are silent half of the ride to the venue. " Hoseok, my daughter really loved you. She smiled the most when she was with you." She says, her eyes becoming teary. Ji-woo's Eomma has the same pain that I have. "S-She was always happy, with you." She says starting to cry. "Ms. De...." I am cut off by her. "Call me mom, she would've married you one day anyway." She says, trying to smile.
*TIME SKIP*
"Do you have it?" Yoongi asks as he looks at me. My eyes are glued to her corps. I knew I shouldn't have looked, but I couldn't help it. "Do you have the ring!" Yoongi says, now shaking me. I nod, my eyes still not moving. I reach in my pocket, pulling out the diamond ring I had planned to give her when she was still alive. I feel tears streaming down my cheeks as I Neal down and put the ring on her cold ring finger. My heart breaking all over again.
I then reach down and kiss her cheek. "Goodbye my love, I will see you in the Stars," I say throwing my Rosè where the others were thrown. With the ring on her finger, I felt a waiting lift from my shoulders. I see Ji-Woo's mother on the other side on the coffin. She is in tears as well. Both of us are broken in tears. I slowly walk over to her. We both hug, crying with each other. The coffin is closed and placed into the ground. People start to throw dirt on it. I feel a bit angry from the dirt being thrown, but I do nothing but watch and cry.
An elderly woman soon walks to where the coffin is being buried and she looks down at it and starts to cry.
Men and women roam all over the venue crying to one another. All of us share the same sorrow. A young and beautiful girl was taken from us way too soon.
*TIME SKIP*
I lay under the tree, memories taking over my mind. The tree where I hold so dear to my heart. The heart that is broken. The heart that craves to hear her beautiful voice again. Just one more time. The heart that craves her gentle touch. I grab the gun from my pocket, ready for the afterlife I already have planned with my love. *THIRD PERSON P.O.V* As Hoseok lets the gun near his head and orb seems to appear. Hoseok feels his fists being pulled away from his head. As if protecting him from the gun. The force keeps the gun away from him. His hand that holds the weapon falling to the ground, causing him to drop the gun. Hoseok imagines that Ji-Woo is with him. He starts to sob. His emotions taking him over. The orb is still there, seeming to be watching him.
It disappears. *HOSEOK'S P.O.V*
Why? Why can't I kill my self? Why!? I want to be with her! In The Stars! This world is so cruel. I don't want to be here anymore. But I can't kill my self. Why? I'm not sure. I watch as a few children run around playing with a ball. I will never be able to have children. I think, tears still falling down my face.
What will I do with myself now? How will I live my life with the constant depression that is in my heart? I must do it for her. I will not die for her, I will live for her. I will forever miss you. I will never move on from you. I love you more than anything. I will always love you De Ji-Woo.
The End
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