In The Stars {J•Hoseok} <J-Hope>

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"Who sits there?" Hoseok asked pointing to the empty seat next to my mother. "My moms-" I said before getting cut off by the door opening. I groaned then pointed to the door so he would understand. He nodded then looked towards the door.
My mom got fear in her eyes then started looking for something. "Hey, Kid, gO GeT ME a BeEr!" My mother's new boyfriend said walked into the house. He often stayed here. I was often gone with my best friend when he was here. I hated him. I quickly got up and ran to the kitchen, grabbing his drink. I then ran back and handed it to him. I could tell Hoseok was now uncomfortable.
I gave Hoseok an apologetic look then walked back to him. "Hoseok you should probably leave," I said knowing my mother's boyfriend was already drunk. He nodded then got up, grabbing his jacket. We started to walk to the door. "Where are YoU tOo gOiNg!?!" I shuttered. Then pushed Hoseok to the door. "Go, I'll see you tomorrow," I said and pushed him out the door. "Ok, bye. Be careful!" He said as he started to run down the street. His smile still stuck in my head. I smiled.
Then I was harshly pulled into the house and thrown on the ground. I groaned, then got up. My mom was already clean. I ran quickly to my room, avoiding him as I ran. I got to my room closing the door. I knew what was coming. I didn't want it to.
Large footsteps could be heard coming up the stairs. I clenched my fists and closed my eyes tightly shut. Running to the closet and hiding. I was shaking, holding back cries. Then the door opened.
I put my hand over my mouth. Making no noise. I wish mom would come to help me, I wish I went with Hoseok, I wish this man would just leave.
My thoughts were cut short when the closet door was flung open and I was dragged out and thrown on my bed. He made me lean against the wall and stood between my legs. He leaned down and looked me in the eyes. "Who wAs ThAt bOy?!?" He asked angrily. "J-just a friend." I stuttered. He slapped me. "You SeEmEd cLoSeR ThAn FriEndS!?" He said as he put his hand on my thigh. I felt discussed. "Who ThE fUcK wAS he!?" He yelled. I didn't answer. He pulled me up by my hair. Slamming me against the wall, pushing his disgusting body closer to mine. He started to kiss and suck on my neck. I cried and yelled, trying to push him off of me. "G-get off!!" I screamed. I knew my mother couldn't hear me she was gone or in the car. "Shut up!! Fuck, how can I do anything with you moving so much?!" He said then backed away throwing me to the floor. I started to cry as he left the room. He was another reason for my depression. He did this a lot, going even farther. Luckily not too far. But it would still hurt. I missed my old dad. This man was a psychotic and demented man. Why was my mother still with him? She didn't believe what I would tell her, she said he was an amazing man. Yeah, right! I cried on the floor. Crying and crying. Soon I fell asleep.
*TIME SKIP*
My eyes flutter open. I quickly get up from the cold floor. Running to the bathroom to get ready, I look in the mirror to see my puffy, tear-stained, cheeks. I then look at my neck to see hickeys. I felt dirty, so I got in the shower.
*TIME SKIP*
I walked out of the bathroom and outside. I grabbed my bag. Then opened it and took my pills. I took over the amount. I wanted to feel nothing, I wanted to feel anything besides the pain. I had a terrible dream because I didn't take anything before sleep. I need to do that or I have nightmares.
I finally felt nothing, no emotion. I sighed. "Eomma hurry!!" I yelled. I had a lot of makeup on my neck hiding the marks. She soon came out of the door with teary eyes. I didn't understand why. "What's wrong?" I asked with no emotion. "H-he left." She said quietly. "What?" I asked not hearing her. "Jason!! He left me!!" She said sobbing. I didn't know what to do. I still had no emotion. I just got in the car. She then also got in. "H-he said that he didn't want to live with two sluts!" She said hitting the car's seats. I looked at her. "You must've taken your pill? Yeah, I guess you have." She said starting the car. I felt nothing. Nothing at all. Not happy, not sad. Just blah.