In The Stars {J•Hoseok} <J-Hope>

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      As I walked out of my house, I shoved the white pill in my mouth, then swallowed it. This pill was for my Depression, I take it every day before I go to school.

       Hello, I am De Ji-Woo. I am a senior at High school. Next year I will be out of this hell hole! But there is one problem, today is the first day.
     I actually only have one friend but sadly she moved away over the summer. Her name was Shina. She was always the one to make me smile but, she couldn't handle our stupid city anymore, Shina and her family moved all the way to America. I was heartbroken.
   I am not even close to popular at this school. If anything I am that one kid that everyone is either scared of or the one that is bullied by everyone. It's even worse for us girls because the boys at our school are pigs. We only have one group of decent boys and they are all popular.
     I've had a severe case of depression since 3rd grade when my older brother and father died in a car accident. My Eomma has been on and off with a few men, but she changes men like how she changes clothes. She is a good mom though and puts me before any of the men. She was affected really badly when my dad died.
     Enough about me back to the present!
     As I get into the car my mother gets in on the other side. "How are ya feeling today, sweetie?" She asks looking at me. I fake a smile. "I feel fine Eomma," I said. "Did you take your pill?" She asks. I nod and soon the car is started and we begin the drive to school.
    As she is driving, I admire my uniform. It was a simple school uniform nothing too fancy. I smiled as I looked at my curled blonde hair. I thought I needed a change so I died my hair blonde over the summer. My mother noticed my smile and smiles herself. She had to go to work after dropping me off. She worked at a convenience store.
       She pats my hand that was resting on the seat. I smiled at her then turned my head to look out the window.
*TIME SKIP*
     I stepped out of the car waving to her then looking around the courtyard. My eyes stopped on a boy with a bright smile. He saw me and waved. I just turned the other way and rushed to the classroom for safety.
     My (j)hopes were cut short when I was pushed harshly into the wall. "Awe look the little rat dyed her hair." A girls voice said coldly. My hands went to my head feeling pain. There was now ringing in my ear.
     "Doesn't she know a rat will always be ugly?" Another voice asks. I finally open my closed eyes seeing the three 'queens' of the school. I glared at the girls. "Did you miss us rat?" Salgoo asks.  "I bet she thought this year would change," Sungno said with a laugh. Then Seluge kicked my side. "Remember who you are, rat!" She raid then snapped and all three walked off.
     "I-I hate snakeu." I muttered. Notice how all of their names started with S. I say that the S's are for snakes. All three are snakes.
     I got up from the floor running to the bathroom. Washing the blood from my mouth, and fixing my now messy hair. I grabbed the pill bottle out of my bag. Taking one pill. After the effects kicked in I felt no emotion. Almost falling to the ground I left the bathroom.
     I walked to class and soon I was in my seat with other students in the room. The others were laughing and talking with their friends as I was just sitting there, wishing my best friend was still here.
     The teacher walked in and we all got up and bowed to her. Greeting her with respect.
"Hello class, I am Ms. Jung. Today we have a new student." She said. The boy with a bright smile, that I had seen earlier, walked into the classroom. His bright smile now on full display. He bowed. "Anyoung Haseyo! I am Jung Hoseok." He said, making his smile even wider.
      The teacher then said for him to sit in an open seat. There were about 5 seats empty in the classroom. He started walking to a seat, then he looked to where I was. He smiled then waved at me. I ignored him and turned around. As I was looking out the window, I felt someone sitting next to me.
     I looked over only to be greeted with a bright smile. I groaned, then turned around to pay attention to what the teacher was teaching.