In The Stars {J•Hoseok} <J-Hope>

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*TIME SKIP, JI-WOO'S P.O.V*
            I've only gotten worse. I have lost control of the howl lower half of my body. I've lost control of a few of my fingers on my right hand. It's been about 3 weeks. I haven't been allowed to leave the hospital. It's boring and all I can feel is the constant pain in my every limb. Hoseok and I are always together. Taehyung visits often and brings candy and food. He sometimes brings Jungkook. Both are so cute together. Hoseok hasn't left me alone at all these past weeks. We spend our time having fun and making each other forget about our problems. I am starting to lose hair. I still have some but I am losing. I have started to eat more. Making myself look like the old me.
          Today is the day!! Hoseok is finally able to take me outside. We planned the whole day. First, we would go The our park, then go and watch a movie, then go to the carnival, then eat at a fancy place, and then visit all of my relatives. I am so excited. Hoseok said that the doctor would just keep trying to defeat cancer. My Eomma is always at work to pay for the medical bills. Hoseok even got a night job, so when I was asleep he would go to work. I didn't want him to leave at first but he said it will all be worth it in the end. Hoseok has also started to take up singing and raping jobs when he has time.
          The doctor also said that I will begin to lose all control of my upper half next week. So yeah, I hope I can be cured before then.
Hoseok grabs my wheelchair and wheels it over to me. "Are you ready?" He asks. I smile at him. "Yeah!" I cheer happily. He leans down and I lean up. Our lips meet. The kiss is slow but passionate. We both smile into the kiss.
Pulling apart Hobi carefully helps me to sit in the wheelchair. I relax. "Hobi, can you take me to the bathroom please?" I ask he nods and pushes me the small bathroom located on the other side of the room.
He left as I got ready. I fixed my hair and put on new clothes. I didn't put any makeup on, well, I didn't have any. I pull the door open, pushing the wheels on the wheelchair, I come out of the bathroom. Greeted by my smiling boyfriend. "You give me (J) HOPE every day, you always look more like yourself." He says hugging me. I hug him back.

*TIME SKIP*

We walk out of the hospital. "Hoseok, where are we gonna go first?" I asked, slightly turning around to him. He pouts. "What's wrong?" I ask concern clear in my voice. "You called me my actual name!" He pouts. I chuckle. "I'm sorry Hobi, I love you," I say showing him a finger heart. He laughs. "I love you too." He said pinching my nose. We both laugh.
He pushes the wheelchair to the park. We go on the sidewalk, before cutting through the grass to get to the tree. I smile when I see the beautiful pink flowers. I smile when one falls onto my lap. I pick up the flower admiring it. It was so alive and beautiful. I love this tree.
I feel a weight on my hand I look over to see Hoseok holding my hand. "You wanna sit down next to the tree?" He asks, taking the flower and placing it in my hair. I smile at him. "Yes please," I said as he helped me to sit on the ground.
*TIME SKIP*
             It was quite. Not a bad quite. It was the quiet that made peace. The one that brought a smile to the people who passed by. Hoseok was holding my hand tightly as if he could lose me any second. He wouldn't though. We both promised that we would get through this together. My head resting on his shoulder as my body was turned towards him. Our arms linked. His head was resting on top of mine. We were so close that I could hear the steady beat of his heart. If was almost like music. The beat would pick up if I made a move that usually causes us both to blush. His heart was so lively. It made me want to live with him forever. Forever, never growing old, or losing the love that we shared. "You promise to never leave, right? He says, breaking the quietness. Just by him asking that question, I heard his heartbeat quickening. "Hobi, I will never leave," I said bringing out intertwined hands to my lips, and kissing his knuckle. He smiles, then nodded. I could tell though, his eyes had a hint of doubt. Why? I wasn't sure. But I know that he is hurting.
           My heart hurts knowing that I am causing his pain. I hate myself for hurting him.
"Ok, since you promised to recover, I need to promise you something." He said happily, thinking. "Oh!" He states squeezing my hand, "I promise that after you recover, you will be my wife. I will marry you!" He says kissing my hand. "I would love that." He said smiling, a blush covering my face.
*TIME SKIP*
The two of us had sat there just talking for longer than an hour. We had decided that we wanted 2 boys and 2 girls, so neither would feel lonely. I know, I know, we must seem weird for planning out our lives, but talking about my future with Hoseok is just amazing. I would take his last name and we would marry sometime in spring.
We both laughed as the movie character made a joke. The movie was, of course, a comedy. What else? The actors were all very stunning and in my opinion, Hoseok was at there level.
We were sitting next to each other and holding hands with popcorn in between us.
          Hoseok grabbed for the popcorn, some of it falling as his hand surfed in the bag. "Hobi!!" I whispered. "You're making a mess!" I whispered again. Causing him to smile at me. His expression showed only that he wanted to laugh, but was holding in the laugh so he didn't disturb the others in the movie. I was flustered when he just looked at me then sat back down. He grabbed the popcorn from between us, at putting it on the three sides of him. Then he pulled me closer, lifting the armrests. And leaning closer to me.
        He soon just rests his head on my lap. "Pabo, you're not even watching the movie," I whisper. "This is a much better view," He says looking up at me. I blush, putting my hands over my face to hide it. He takes my hands from my face and holds my hands, smiling at my blushing face. "Cute." He mutters. I put a hand on top of his, and my other in his hair. ~soft~
*TIME SKIP*
        I clutched onto Hoseok as the Farris wheel stopped at the top. My eyes closed tightly. I was holding tight onto his torso. He held tightly onto me as we both shuddered as the cart (Jung) shook. I was glad that I'm not the only one scared. We were both holding onto each other and neither of us dared to look at our surroundings. Finally, the cart started to move again and both of us refused to let go of the other. We stopped again but at the bottom this time when someone tapped my shoulder. Releasing each other we begin to walk around.
We are now at the fair and it has gotten dark. My wheelchair seems to become heavier and heavier for Hoseok. I had folded it up in the movie theater and now it was a bit wrinkled. Hoseok notice me looking at the chair as he carefully helped me back in it. He shook his head. "Come here cutie." He said picking me up. I held onto his back with all my strength. "Hobi!! My legs, I can't hold onto you with them, we can't do a piggyback ride." I said sadly. "Yes we can, you just need to hold on tightly to my neck." He stated and I smiled. My sunshine.
Hobi had put the wheelchair back at the bag holding station. I held tightly to his neck, as he held onto my thighs. It was comfortable. I seemed weightless to him.