*HOSEOK'S P.O.V*
I drop the tray, earning a loud crash. Food and liquids going everywhere onto the ground. My eyes open in surprise.
Bones. Skin and bones. That is what she was. My once perfect looking girlfriend is now too skinny and her ribs are showing. Her plump face and beautiful skin are now sunk in and her color is whiter than a ghost.
She resembles Ji-Woo, but I don't want to believe it's her. This girl looks unhealthy as she sleeps.
I look around noticing bloody tissues everywhere. The sight is horrible.
The girl's eyes flick open once the sound echoes in the dark room. She quickly hides under the blankets when she sees me. Tears threaten to spill from my eyes. No
This can't be real. I'm dreaming.
*JI-WOO'S P.O.V*
It takes to much effort to open my eyes when I hear a loud noise in the room. Once I hear the noise though I feel an uneasiness in my stomach. My eyes flick open, meeting the dark brown orbs that I usually find comfort in. Hoseok is here. I know his eyes. I hid, the orbs bringing embarrassment instead of comfort. I know he already saw me, but I don't want to see his reaction. The quick action to my movement under the covers causes me to whimper. It hurts, not only my body. But Hoseok's reaction. I knew he would look down on me. He will for sure leave me after this. He will dump me and I will be left to cry-
My thoughts are interrupted by strong arms wrapping around my now much smaller form. I feel comfortable but still weak. I can tell he is scared to hug me. As if I could just break any second. Honestly, I might.
I start to cry, I can also feel Hoseok's tears on my shoulders. Both of us have started to cry. He is warm. I can't help but to finally feel a bit better, I feel safe within his arms. Like I said before Hoseok is like my happy drug. He always gives me warmth and happiness.
I could feel him start to move. I can't hold him closer I am too weak. He moves back, looking at nothing but my eyes. I could tell he was scared to look anywhere else. Right when he was about to say something I fart for a tissue. Grabbing one and filling it with blood. I started to couch, tears still running down my cheeks.
His eyes widen when he sees the red liquid leaving my body and moving onto the tissue. I wipe the blood still lingering on my mouth.
"You need to see a doctor," Hoseok says lowly. "B-but, I'll heal soon." I object. "No! No, you won't! Ji-Woo, please just get a checkup, for me?" He says yelling at first before his voice goes soft. I nod. "Y-you need to see a doctor, I need you to." He says his eyes filling with tears. He blinks them away. "Please." He says then leans down, putting his four head against mine. I can feel his breathing as he comes closer, hugging me.
We stay like this for a bit before the door of my room is nocked on. The door was already open. We separate seeing my Eomma. "Forgot my keys." She mutters with a smirk before grabbing them. "Hoseok, can you clean this room?" She asks Hoseok. He nods. She smiles and leaves. "I'm sorry Hobi," I say with as much strength I can muster.
"It's fine." He says pulling away from me, making me cold. I shiver and grab the blanket covering myself. He chuckled. Then he went downstairs grabbing a mop.*TIME SKIP*
Hoseok had cleaned the mess, and caked and made a doctors appointment for tomorrow. Right now we are both watching a movie. Well, I am more or less coughing and grabbing tissues. Hoseok picked a good movie. I would love to actually watch it!! 100% best boyfriend in the world!
He is holding me to his chest and I am resting my head on his shoulder. One of his arms is caressing my back while the other his holding me tight. I am holding a tissue box. I feel warm with his by my side. I feel safe. I still feel weak, and my body still hurts.
It is starting to get dark outside. Neither of us cares though. We are comfortable together and where we are. I can feel Hoseok glance at me every few seconds. I know he is worried. But he has nothing to worry about, I'll be fine. Hoseok and I will be fine.
The room is filled with comfortable silence. Not an awkward one. My eyes start to open and close rapidly. I finally drift off to sleep.
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