Stan's POV
"Fuck you Stan!" Wendy exclaims
"It's not that big of a deal!" I argue
"Yes it is!! You can't lean over to me and point out another boy's ass!" Wendy yells
"Well I'm sorry his ass was better than yours!"
"You Gay motherfucker!"
"I'm not gay!"
"Yes you are! You're so obviously gay! This isn't the first time you've pulled this shit! I constantly see you staring at boys! At him!"
"That doesn't make me gay!"
"What about me do you find attractive?!"
"Your... holy shit maybe I am..."
"I'm breaking up with you! Go run into his arms!"
Wendy storms away and I sigh, I don't even care that I'm not with her anymore. Fuck her. She can go fuck herself. Find a new boyfriend. I hit my head against my locker.
"Hey fag." Cartman says, oh god. He knows already?!
"What?" I ask
"I'm having a slumber party, you're invited." Cartmans says
"Cool. I'll be there" nothing better to do "Who else will be there?" I add
"Kahl, Keinny, Craig, Clyde, Token, Jimmy, and Tweek" Cartman answers
"Okay." He walks off, probably to go invite everyone else. The next person to walk up to me is Kyle.
"Dude, Wendy seems pissed. What happened?" He asks
"She got pissed at me because I pointed out someone's ass." I answer
"Who's?"
"A boy's"
"You're gay?"
"Now I am!"
"Sure you aren't bi?"
"I'm sure... they... girls... don't seem attractive" I answer "I was attracted to Wendy's masculinity... she picked fights... she acted like a guy most of the time" I sigh
"I accept you dude, of course I do, I accept my super best friend" he puts his hand on my shoulder. I turn and lean against my locker, sliding down it and hugging my knees.
"I want a boyfriend, Kyle..." I admit "I want to know what it's like to kiss boys..." I add
"Want me to kiss you?" Kyle asks
"No... I don't want to just be kissed by just any boy... I wanna be kissed by him." I state
"Who's him?" Kyle asks
"The guy who's ass is amazing, who's face is brilliant, who's lips look soft..." I answer
"What's his name?" Kyle asks
"It doesn't matter." I answer
Kyle sits next to me, sighing "You can tell me anything dude..."
"Fine. It's Tucker." I answer
"Craig? Tucker?" Kyle asks, I don't answer with words, I just nod. Kyle stands and dusts himself off.
"I'm gonna go." He states
"Okay..." I respond
~Time Skip~
I've been staring at Craig for an embarrassing amount of time. He looks back at me and looks slightly confused. I turn red and look down. Craig smiles softly once I look back at him. I weakly wave at him and he gets up to sit next to me.
"Hey" he whispers to me, are we having a private conversation now? Or is he just whispering for no reason?
"Hi" I feel obligated to whisper, so I do.
"What's with the extensive staring?" Craig asks
"You have an nice face." I shrug
He chuckles "in which way?"
"What do you mean 'in which way'? What way is there to take it?" I harshly whisper
"The straight way or the gay way?" Craig asks
"What way would you prefer?" I ask
"I asked you first." Craig answers
"Are you gay?" I ask
"Answer my fucking question." He states
"Okay... The gay way. Now answer my questions." I blush softly, Craig stands and motions for me to come with him. I do. We get halfway across the steps before people notice.
"Where are you two going?" Cartman asks
"Upstairs for a moment." Craig says, Kyle gives me a suspicious look.
"Why?" Cartman asks
"Don't be so damn nosy" Craig answers starting to walk taking my hand so I follow.
"Its my damn sleepover now tell me what you're doing!" Cartman exclaims walking to the bottom of the stairs. Craig flips him off as we get to the top of the stairs and he opens the door and continues pulling me along.
"Fuck you Craig!" Cartman flips off nothing because Craig's of sight, so I guess he's flipping me off. The door shuts and Craig leads me to the bathroom. Shutting and locking the door.
"Okay. What are we doing up here?" I ask
"I need to ask a few questions and I can't risk them hearing" Craig answers
"Ask away, there's nothing you don't know anymore." I shrug
"Are you gay? Or bi, or... anything else?" Craig asks
"I'm gay." I state
"But Wen-" He starts
"I was attracted to Wendy's bit of masculinity... Though I wasn't attracted to any of her physical features." I cut him off
"So, How long have you known?" He asks
"Wendy said she knew... I constantly comment on... well... you." I shrug "Your features... your face... you're uh... ass." I add, blushing deeply "I just... I just realized today... I want to kiss a boy.. but not just any boy..." I take a deep breath "You. I want to kiss you. I want to be with you..." I admit
"One more question" Craig states
"Go for it." I respond
"Will you be my boyfriend?" Craig asks
I tense up, but I'm smiling "Are you serious?" I ask
"Why would I ask that if I didn't mean it" Craig answers, chuckling
"Well... Yes. I'd love to be your boyfriend." I smile and he drapes his arms around my shoulders, mine instinctively go to his sides. He is... very lanky, if I had to describe him in one word it would be that one. He smiles and leans in to kiss me I internally freak out a little before our lips collide. Oh my god, kissing boys is so much better than kissing girls! One hand goes to his cheek and I tilt my head as we begin making out. Craig pulled back too soon after it began. Quicker than I wanted him to.
"We should go join the party" Craig suggests
"Do we have to?" I ask
"We've been up here long enough, they'll get suspicious of us." Craig answers opening the door, I follow him downstairs, before we go in the basement he winks at me. "Not a word to anyone" He reminds me. We go back to the basement, Craig goes and sits next to Token and Clyde. I go over and sit next to Kyle.
"What'd you do with him?" He asks
"Oh uh... doesn't matter." I answer
"Do you know what it's like to kiss boys now?" He whispers in my ear.
I blush a little "No." I look at him, he's got a smirk on, I look over at Craig, who has a glare pointed toward Kyle. Does he have jealousy issues? Does he think Kyle's hitting on me? He then meets my gaze then blow me a kiss.
"You Do" Kyle whispers, I jump a bit then look at him
"Sh-Shut up Kyle!" I exclaim, getting a look from Cartman
"The fuck are you talking about?" He asks
"Nothing. Kyles just being a..." I think for an insult
"Dick." Craig finishes for me
"Yes, Thank you." I nod
"Aww there finishing each other's sentences" Cartman teases, Craig and I both flip him off in unison.
"Look at that shit!" Cartman exclaims
"I did that on purpose fatass!" I argue
~Time Skip~
We all lay in bed, after playing a few video games and Kyle and I kick more ass at guitar hero. Our beds are sleeping bags. Craig and I lay next to each other, facing each other and staying up and talking about nothing, just getting to know each other a bit more, we go to sleep holding each other's hands.
The next morning we wake up to the guys surrounding us, snickering. I cover my face under the sleeping bag and try to pull my hand away from Craig's, but he's got a grip on my hand. The more I try to pull away the tighter his grip gets.
"CRAIG AND STAN ARE FAGS!!" Cartman yells Craig shoots up but doesn't let go of my hand. I continue hiding.
"Stan..." Craig tugs at my hand a little bit "Stan." He repeats a bit firmer.
"Shh... I'm sleeping" I respond
"No you aren't." He states
"I know..." I sigh
"Sit up." He softly demands, I do as he says, looking at our friends that are surrounded by us.
"Fuck you guys." Craig says standing up finally letting my hand go to get his things. I follow suit.
"C'mon Stan, let's go." Craig holds his hand out for me. I take his hand and lean over to kiss his cheek. Craig and I walk out together and go to his house.
I can see myself with this boy for the rest of my life, he's gorgeous.
"Craig..? Is it to soon to say I love you?" I ask
"It is way too soon." Craig answers "But I love you too" He adds
