Poetry of a trying girl.

.

I always

Wonder
If i
Should try to be
Happy

I decided to ignore that.

Kissing death could make me smile, yet
I still never take the kiss,
Looking for you never helped, yet
Loving you never helped either.
Edit your poorly painted smiles and
Don't give into him.

My love
You don't know what will happen. If I
Should I leave and
Envelop myself in
Long lasted self hate,
Forget me and live on.