The Nerdy alpha.

May have been the crazy talking

Summers P.O.V:

When I wake up, I see a ceiling fan. A white, dusty, ceiling fan.

Not my ceiling fan.

I bolt up and then immediately lay back down. My head is pounding and I try and recount last nights events but all I can think of is what happened before I arrives at the party and then after that there isn't anything. My whole memory just, swoosh, one swipe and it's gone. It's all gone, every last bit.

Now I take in my surroundings, I barely recognize this room, but for some reason the bed sheets look really familiar. I feel like I've slept on them before...

Tobias. This is Tobias ' s room! Shoot, how did I get here? I don't even remember being carried up here. I start to have a panic attack. I didn't do anything I wasn't supposed to, right? I stare down at my clothing. It's gone! I'm wearing an over sized tshirt and boxers. Which can only mean...

THAT BASTARD SAW ME NAKED!

I feel the blood rising to my cheeks and at the same time boiling with anger. How dare he? Was it really important to change me out of my clothes so I would be comfortable!???

He's our mate, he would've seen us anywa-

HE.IS.NOT.MY.MATE!

I don't care about my pounding head ache anymore. I need to go home. I stand up and press my hands to the side of my temples. It helps a bit, but not by that much. I walk into the bathroom and take a look of myself in the mirror.

My hair is ratted and covered in something sticky and rusty. I lean towards the mirror and touch it. It's blood! What the hell? My makeup is smeared and running down my face as well as my arms. I strip down and hop into his shower turning the hot water on and letting It calm me down. I look around for some shampoo, desperately hoping my hair does not have to stay in the state it's in. I find some guy shampoo but I really don't care. I just need this blood out of my hair! I see the bloody water roll down my body. It keeps going and going and going. I feel a stinging sensation on my ribcage and I see it, the bruises and the bloody lashes on my skin. It reminds me of... Jordan. I shake the thought out of my head and proceed to find the off button.

Once I'm finished cleaning up I look for a towel. Finding one on the rack I wrap it around my body and dry off. Then I see it. My clothing in a corner with blood all over them. What happened last night?

I go back into his room and look for another shirt. I find the smallest one i can and pair it with a pair of his basket ball shorts. I look really dorky, I know, but luckily I'm not a midget. I'm only 5.8.

I brush my hair out with a comb I found and pull it up into a sloppy bun with the hair band on my wrist. I walk back to the bed and snuggle into it. It smells like Tobias which my mate likes a lot. It calms me as well. Sure, I am angry with him for well...know you, but I am still happy that he took care of whatever got me all bloody. I feel safe even if I hate to admit it. I feel safe around the Nerdy Alpha.

Woah, that must have been the crazy talking. I can't have a mate, I can't like him. Just because we are mates, doesn't mean I have to like it. I rejected him too, doesn't that count for something? I just wish he would except it and move on with his life...

The door swings open and he stands there with sweat trickling down his neck. "Summer," he speaks softly.

I gulp and meet his eyes. "Tobias," I reply.

I can see it in his wolf. I hear my wolf talking to his wolf. I know he wants to touch me, even if he doesn't like me. It's just better that way. We will both be able to control ourselves If that works out. I just don't know how I will make this work. I want to forget about him, but I know my wolf won't be able to.

"I can hear them," he pants.

I swallow hard, "Me too."

He looks at me for a while. Until he finally comes over and lays down on the bed. I feel it dipping on his side. I know he wants to touch me, so how can I avoid it. I'll only comfort him if he comes to me.

There's a long silence.

"Summer," he breaths.

I nod my head and then I feel his head on my neck. He breaths in and out his breath short and heavy. I feel oddly calm and happy when he touches me. I wrap my arms around his waist and allow him to relax in my arms. It's a lot of weight on my body, but I don't mind. It helps both of us even if I don't like it.

He turns over so now I'm resting on top of him and I burrow his body underneath the covers so I can feel warm. I feel his hands go to my hair and start to wind themselves in it. My wolf is purring and I feel myself start to drift off. His hands in my hair, our bodies glued together, and snuggled underneath the covers.

And just as I'm about sleep I feel his lips descend on mine, briefly and barely noticeable. But I still smile anyway.

Curse you Tobias.