The Brightside ~ A Lil Peep Fan Fiction

~six~

"Gus! Gus stop it!" I yelled, he had me pinned to the sofa and I was kicking him as much as I could as he tickled me, I was drunk, really drunk and I didn't care, it had only taken me a couple of hours to reach the blissful state I was in and honestly I'd long since forgotten how much alcohol I'd consumed, when he finally let up I sat up and shoved him away from me. "You're the fucking worst." I grumbled at him and he just laughed.

"You revealed your weakness, your fault." He grinned, in comparison to me at this point he seemed sober though I knew he definitely wasn't there was no way that he could be. I noticed his eyes trail across my body and when I followed his gaze with my own I realised his shirt hand ridden up around my waist revealing my underwear and I swiftly pulled it back down to maintain my modesty though at this point it was just me and him because Bexey and Dylan were now out on the balcony, I think they'd gone to smoke, I couldn't remember. "You tired?" He asked unexpectedly, I hadn't really thought about it, even though I could vividly remember thinking that all I wanted was sleep back when I'd gotten out of the Uber.

"What time is it?" I asked, because I genuinely didn't know, I hadn't checked it since I was back at the hospital.

"Four forty-five" He replied after a quick glance at his phone, how could it already be nearly five in the morning? "Did you not notice it was getting lighter?" He smirked gesturing around us and sure enough, the dull light of dawn had began to wash over the room, highlighting to me the trail of destruction from the night's antics, mostly it was left over half finished bottles of alcohol but there was some stuff from Dylan rolling blunts on the coffee table too and that's when I noticed them.

"Wait is that?" I pointed at the baggy with a large quantity of familiar looking white pills inside, I don't think I'd ever seen that many before. "Gus that's way too much." I protested at the sight of the codeine just laying there untouched.

"Well then it'll last right?" He shrugged, as though the fact that what looked like at least a hundred pills was nothing.

"Do you mind if I?..." I trailed off, finally the craving had taken over.

"Go ahead babe." He smiled, and I didn't even protest the use of the pet name as I slid off the sofa onto my knees. "Hang on wait, what are you?..." But then his voice trailed off too as he watched me grab three of the large round pills and crush them under and empty bottle of JD on the table. "You snort them?" He seemed surprised by that.

"Hits quicker this way." I shrugged, explaining my slightly unconventional method.

"Here." He passed me a razor blade and a bank note though I had no idea where from, it's like he magically just had all kinds of drug paraphernalia to hand at any given moment.

"Thanks." I smiled at him then turned back to set out my newly formed pile of white powder out into lines before dragging them up through my nose in the tightly rolled twenty pound note.

"Love watching a girl do lines, it's hot, would be even better if you were doing them off mine though." He commented when I was done and I turned to him wiping my nose with a tiny little snort. Yeah bet I look really fucking attractive right now.

"I'm gonna go sleep." I didn't even acknowledge his attempt at flirting with me, not that I minded it, I just didn't have the energy in me to lead him on, I didn't see the point in it, it was clear he was still hung up on his ex, and I couldn't be arsed to get caught up in the middle of that, as much as sex was great intoxicated, if he wanted me he'd have to wait.

"Not yet, you're gonna make an instagram and post that photo I took." I'd honestly forgotten about that so god knows how he remembered it, or why that was suddenly the thing at the front of his mind. "Where's your phone?" That was a good question.