Change me (Taylor caniff)

Chapter 8

I made my way down the stairs and into the kitchen. Everybody got quiet as I walked in. I really hoped Taylor didn't tell them. I looked at Taylor and walked outside. He knew to follow me. "Did you tell them?" I asked as he shut the door. "No, why would I tell them. If you wanted them to know you would've told them" he said. "Oh." I nodded. "You okay?" He bit his lip. Why is that so d*mn attractive? "When am I?" I sighed. He focused on me as I talked. "I mean I'm just a ugly, fat girl who will never be loved by someone" I rolled my eyes. "That's not true." He shook his head. "There's this girl. She paints a lovely picture, but there's a shocking twist. The paintbrush is a razor and the canvas is her wrist. She is beautiful girl but she won't believe it. The way her long hair frames her face. The way her bright blue eyes twinkle under the stars. She won't accept herself the way she is." He finished and looked at me. "I know that wasn't your first time"'he held my wrist. I shook my head but didn't say anything. "Do you know who that girl is?" He asked. "No. She must be very lucky though" I said and stood up. He stood up and followed me in. Why can't this girl be me?

As we walked back into the kitchen cam looked at me and made a confused face. I shrugged and sat down across from Nash. "Hey Nash?" I said as cheerfully as I could. "Hey Bailee" he smiled. Taylor sat down beside me. I looked over at him. He was already looking at me. A smile plastered his face as he scooted closer to me. I shook my head and smiled. I turned my attention back to Nash was confused. He furrowed his eyebrows together and looked at me then at Taylor. "Stop staring!" Taylor squealed like a girl covering his face. Nash chuckled and pulled his phone out. My phone vibrated.

Connor: hang out today?

Me: sure. Come over whenever.

"Cam! Connors coming over" I hollered. He nodded. "Who's connor?" Taylor asked. "A friend" I smiled. "Oh. Okay" he smiled back. Those d*mn braces.

"Hey, come on in" I greeted Connor. It was kind if awkward since last time but I overlooked that and continued being my normal self. He walked In as Taylor turned the corner. "Hey?" Taylor question. I hit his arm. "Be polite!" I hissed. "Hi" Taylor said once again but more cheerful this time. "Hey" connor fixed his beanie. Taylor walked on down the hall. "I need to tell you something." Connor gulped. My heart skipped a beat. "Yeah...?" I trailed off. "I'm moving to Alabama" he sighed. "When?" I gasped. "Tomorrow" he frowned. "I can't stay long today. I just wanted to see you one last time?" He hugged me. "I'm going to miss you" i said as he pulled away. "I actually have to go right now" he sighed. "Text me everyday" I smiled. "Bye Bailee" he hugged me one last time. "Bye connor" I called as he walked out the door. A few minutes later the tears came. I turned around and ran into nash. "Sorry" I wiped my eyes. "What's wrong?" He asked. "My only friend has to move away" I sighed. "I'm you friend"'he smiled. "Thanks" I forced a smile. "Do you want to go see a movie?" He asked. "What movie?" I asked. "We can go see whatever you want" he smiled. "Okay" I gave in. "Let me grab my keys." He ran off. I leaned against the doorframe as Taylor walked by. "Bailee" he nodded. "Taylor" I nodded back. "Where are you going?" He asked. "Movies" I answered. "Oh. Have fun" he mumbled and walked off. "Okay. Let's go" nash said from behind me. "Oh sorry." I smiled. I followed him to his car and got in. "So what movie?" He asked. "The fault in our stars?" I asked. "If you want" he smiled. "Yeah" I shook my head.

We pulled up to the theater and got out. We got our tickets and took our seats. My phone vibrated. I rolled my eyes and pulled it out. Taylor's name lit up across the screen. "What!" I whispered Into the speaker. "When are you coming home?" He asked. "I don't know!" I hissed. He sighed. "Hurryyyyy" he spoke. "Why?" I asked. "Because" I could almost see him smirking through the phone. "Jump of the balcony" I chuckled. "Okay" I heard the doors open. "Taylor. I was joking" I laughed. "I was too" he laughed. "Bye" I said a the movie came on. He sighed. I hung up and put my phone away.

Halfway through the movie I was already crying. Nash look over and chuckled. "Shut up" I hit his arm. After the movie was over with we walked outside. It was pouring down rain. "I'll go get the car" nash said. "No. I'll walk" I told him. "No. Get in my back then" he argued. "Fine" I have in. I got on his back and he ran to the car. By the time we got to the car we were both soaked. "I told you to wait" he yelled over the rain. "I'm fine" I laughed. "It's just water" I said as we got into the car. "Are you hungry?" He asked. "No" I answered. He nodded and kept driving. We pulled up to the house and got out. The rain has mostly stopped and a rainbow and formed in the sky. He walked behind me up the the door. "I have to go to my moms house for a few weeks" he said as I reached the door. "When?" I asked. "Today" he sighed. "Why is everybody leaving!" I frowned. "I promise I'll be back" he smiled. "Please hurry" I hugged him. He looked at me and smiled. "I sure will" he then leaned in a kissed me. He pulled away and smiled. "Bye Bailee" then he walked to his car and backed down the driveway. I watched as he drove up the road and sighed. I turned and opened the door. Taylor was standing there. "You f*cking kissed him!"'he yelled. "Taylor. Calm down" I said as calmly as I could. "Don't f*cking tell me to calm down. " he clenched his fists. "Why do you even care!" I yelled back. "I care about you actually." He turned and walked away. I rolled my eyes and walked up to my room. I closed my door and changed clothes.

"Bailee" cam called through the door. "Yeah?"'I opened the door. "I have to tell you something" he hesitated. "Okay..." I trailed off. "Nash.."