Change me (Taylor caniff)

Chapter 19

"When?" He asked after a long silence. " tomorrow" I looked down. "When were you going to tell me?" He yelled. "I'm sorry Taylor" I yelled back. "F*ck" he ran his fingers through his hair. "Taylor" I mumbled. "Shut up for a minute and let me think" he yelled at me. My eyes filled with tears. "Bailee" he stood up. "F*ck you" I yelled and walked inside slamming the door behind me. I walked to my room and shut the door. Maybe it's best for me to leave.

Someone knocked at my door. I pulled my earphones out and opened the door. Taylor was standing there. "Just let me talk" he said as he put his foot in the door stopping me from shutting it. "Fine" I rolled my eyes and opened the door. I sat down on my bed. "I'm sorry Bailee. I didn't fall In love with you because I was lonely or lost. I fell in love with you because when I saw you for the first time it was the only time I ever wanted to make someone a permanent part of my world. I can't Imagine life without you. I don't want you to leave. I'm lost without you." He sniffled. I sat there for a minute. He turned to walk away. "Taylor" I stood up. He turned around and looked at me. I walked to him and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and walked to the bed still hugging me. He sat me on the bed and connected our lips. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he ran his fingers through my messy hair. He pulled away and looked at me. "Do you have to leave" he asked. "Yeah" I looked down at me feet. "We can make this work" he sat down beside me. "Taylor. My aunt doesn't like me or you." I sighed. "Who cares. She doesn't have to know" he shrugged. "I don't think it will work" I said. "Please Bailee. We can make it work" he pulled me closer to him. "How?" I wiped my tears away. "I'll call you every night and you can tell me all about your day. I promise I'll listen to every last word you have to say. You can cuss me out and I'll still listen to every word" he said. "Every night" I smiled. "Every night" he kissed my forehead. "Now you need to pack" he lifted me off the bed. "I can help" he sat beside me on the floor. He grabbed my suitcase out from under the bed and unzipped it. "I'm going to miss you like crazy" he sighed. " I'm going to miss you" I thought about it. I'm going to be 3 hours away from him. No more goodnight kisses, no more good morning hugs, no more Taylor.

After we packed everything I made my way to Cameron's room. I knocked on his door. He opened the door. "Cam. I have to go live with sandy" I said. "No" he hugged me. "I'm sorry. I have to" I cried once again. "Bailee she's mean to you. She can't hurt you" he looked at me. "She's making me" I said. "I love you" I hugged him one last time. "I love you" he kissed my cheek. "Call me" he said before I walked out. I nodded and leaned against the wall. I can't believe this. Cams going to college. Nash is back at school. I'm leaving. Taylor's going to have nobody.

I walked into Taylor and I's room we share. He was laying on the bed on his phone. I laid down beside him and laid my head on his shoulder. He put his phone down and turned over so I was on his stomach. He kissed my cheek and smiled. "I'm going to f*cking miss you" he said. "I'm going to miss you" I said. He was the one always there for me. He helped me though everything. "You need to get some rest" he said. I looked at the clock. 12:45. Great. My aunt comes at 7:30 tomorrow. I nodded and began to sit up. "I never said you has to get up" he pulled me back down. "I'll be right back" he got up and walked into the bathroom. He walked back out and took his shirt off and climbed in bed beside me. He wrapped me in his arms and kissed the top of my head before I heard soft snores coming from him. I closed my eyes and drifted off into the darkness.

"Bailee" Taylor whispered. I opened my eyes. Taylor was already dressed and all my bags were sat nearly by the door. "It's 6" he said. I nodded and stood up. "Taylor I don't want to leave" I huffed. "I know. Trust me I don't want to let you leva but you have to." He walked over to the bed. He began to make it up as I walked into the bathroom. I combed my hair and got dressed. I walked out and Taylor was sitting on the bed. His face was blotchy like he had been crying. "Taylor?" I walked to him. "I'm just not ready to leave you" he mumbled. "I'm not ready Taylor. I'll never be. You give me a purpose. You give me light in my darkest times." I hugged him. "I love you" he said as he kissed me one last time. "I love you" I said as we pulled away. Someone barged into the room. I turned around and of course it was her. "Time to go come on" she grabbed my bags. "Bailee!" She yelled. "Give me a minute" I turned to Taylor. "I guess this is it. " I gulped. "Bye Bailee" he hugged me. "Bye Taylor" I said as my aunt dragged me down the steps. Taylor's eyes filled with tears as he watched me leave. "Get In the car" she demanded as she slammed the trunk. I did as she said and gave Taylor one last wave and shut the door.

"I know you don't want to leave but it's best for you. Your brothers going away and I'm not leaving you with him." She said. "He has a name" I rolled my eyes. "Whatever. You're not staying with Taylor" she scoffed. "Why?" I raised my voice. "Because" she shrugged. "Because why?" I yelled. "He's a complete stranger" she yelled back. "Yeah well the complete stranger is my boyfriend" I huffed. She shook her head and turned the radio on. I turned my phone on and texted Taylor.

"Please help me". I pressed send and turned my phone off. He texted back right away. "Help me. I miss my beautiful girlfriend." I smiled. "I miss my handsome boyfriend".

"How's everything going?" He texted back. "I hate her already". "Give her a chance". "She hates me Taylor. I want to be back with you." "I know. I miss you like crazy already".

She snatched the phone from my hand. "You're not going to be on your phone 24/7" she said. "I'm not" I argued. "Give it back" I asked. "You'll get it back when we get to the house" she said as she out it in her purse. "Please" I begged. She shook her head. I hate this already.

We pulled up to her huge house. "Here's your phone" she tossed the phone to me. "Grab your bags and unpack them" she said as she walked inside. I grabbed all my bags and walked into the house. "Where's my room?" I asked. "Upstairs. You'll see it" she shooed me away. I walked upstairs and looked around there was a couch and tv to the side and then there was two doors. One with a sign that said "office" so I assumed the other was my room. I turned the knob and the door creaked open. It looked as if nobody had been in here in years. There was dust everywhere. There was a little bed to the side, a small dresser with a mirror, a little chair in the corner and a small closet. This is a sh*tty room.

After all my clothes were unpacked I sat down and checked my phone. I had a bunch of missed calls and a few texts from Taylor. I dialed his number and put the phone to my ear. He answered on the first ring. "Bailee" he said. "Taylor" I said back. "Why weren't you answering?" He asked. "My stupid aunt took my phone" I said. "Oh. When do I get to see you again?" He asked. "I Honestly don't know"'I sighed. "Trust me. We will see each other" he reassured me. "Okay. Well I have to go. Bye Taylor." I said. "Bye Bailee. I love you." He said before he hung up.