Feels like Heaven

Chapter 20

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Alesha's PoV

"Shit!" I cussed for so much frustration.

Three days from now, Aeris admit that I'm sick. We already go home, because Aeris offer that i need some kind of peaceful. Huh? Peaceful? Sa condo niya? Are he kidding me?

I'm in the bathroom, crying. I'm really fucking mess! Hindi ako galit kay Aeris kundi galit ako sa aking sarili, ba't hindi ako nag pa tingin sa doctor noong sumasakit itong ulo ko? Ugh!

"Follen el cap! T'ho odio!" Pinalo-palo ko ang aking ulo dahil sa pagkasiphayo. I also discovered that I was able to speak using the Catalan language.

Aeris told me everything, as in everything he knew, he also said that he was investigating me with his detective friend, Clyde. Kung hindi niya lang siguro ako pinaimbestigahan, hindi ko pa malalaman na mag sakit ako. Kaya siguro ako nag tagal doon sa hospital dahil sa sakit na ito at ganoon na lang karami ang iniinom kong gamot.

Someone knock on the door, i know it was Aeris so i didn't respond.

"Baby? Do you need space? I am willing to gave you space but don't be mad at me, okay?" I'm not mad Aeris but give me some space and time to absorb, accept this sick, then i'll be okay.

Gusto ko yun sabihin sa kanya ngunit nanghihina ako dahil hindi ko pa din ito matanggap. Libong-libong imahe, boses, mukha, pangalan, at lugar ang bigla-bigla nalang lumilitaw sa aking isip kaya sinong makakatanggap nitong sakit na ito nang ganon-ganon lang?

The faces that know me then and call me in my name, I see in my mind. They just suddenly appeared and disappeared and leave me thousands of questions. Nag mumukha akong malaking question mark dahil sa mga tanong sa aking isipan.

"Come out, baby. May hinanda akong pagkain sa iyo. Please, don't sit there and do nothing. Kumain ka muna dito." tunog sa boses niya ang pag-alala pero hindi ko iyon binigyan pansin.

"Talk to my hand, Aeris." I am pissed, so Aeris tear my anger.

I hear him sighed, "Lalabas ako para makakain ka na. If you want to see me, i will adjust for you, baby." then his footstep was going away until it dissapeared.

Hindi ako galit kundi naasar ako sa sakit na ito. TBI? Really? I think i don't deserves this kind of shit! Nawawala ako sa sarili kong tino dahil sa sakit na ito.

A moments later I feel hungry so, i decide to go out in the bathroom and eat. Nanunuot sa ilong ko ang mabangong amoy ng pagkain kaya mas lalo akong nagutom. Sa ngayon isasantabi ko muna itong nararamdaman ko at itindihin ang gutom.

I went to the kitchen and meet me the potato, shrimp, and steak, it's all grilled. Nag laway ang bagang ko sa nakita, mukha na itong malamig kaya ininit ko muna ito sa microwave.

Ding! It's a microwave sound that says it's already end. Napaso pa ako dahil sa init pero hindi ko iyon ininda dahil kanina pa ako nagugutom.

A minutes later I'm all done. I just washed my plate and then I visited drowsiness. Before I go to sleep I bathed and dressed. Ramdam kong mahuhulog na ang talukap ng mata ko kaya nag tungo na ako sa higaan at saka na tulog.

Aeris's PoV

Lumabas ako ng condo baka sakaling kapag lumabas na si Alesha ng bathroom ay hindi niya muna ako makikita.

Yes, I already said to her about her sick atleast I will not worry anymore and think about how to confront her. It is against my will but Alesha needs to know about her illness. I care about her.

Nag tungo ako sa parking lot at pumasok sa kotse ko para makapag isip. Dito talaga ako mahilig mag isip lalo na't mga importanteng bagay. And Alesha was one of the important to me, mostly, very important.

Huminga ako ng malalim saka sumandal sa head board ng upuan. I need to think of a way that Alesha can not imagine her illness. Maybe, space? Air? Ugh! I already gave her space, but i think that wasn't enough. Kakasabi ko pa lang sakanya tungkol sa sakit nito kaya kailangan niya muna ng panandalian space.

Maybe my friend, Balázs, can advice me. But.. Advice for, what? And i don't like Balázs, he was flirting in my property. 

Napaigtad ako ng biglang may kumatok sa bintana ng kotse ko. What now? I rolled down my window and gave him a glaring look but asking eye gaze.

"Uhm.. May kailangan ka?" What?

Hindi ako makapaniwala na siya ang nag tanong niyan sa akin, ngunit, bakit parang baliktad? He's willing to come and knock me but he's got the courage to ask me. Really?

"What the..? Hindi ba't ako ang may karapatang mag tanong niyan?" hindi makapaniwalang ani ko.

Umakto itong nag iisip, "Nag babakasakali lang na baka may maiitutulong ako." nag kibit ito ng balikat, "Sige. Una na ako." aniya at umalis na.

I followed him a look until he disappeared from my sight. That was... weird— really, really, weird. Pinilig ko ang ulo ko para mawala ang saloobin kanina at doon ko naalala si Alesha. Shit! Baka hindi pa iyon kumakain. Simula kaninang umaga kung kailan ko sa kanya sinabi na may sakit siya ay buong araw itong nag kulong sa bathroom.

Should I go to her? Pero baka hindi pa iyon na labas sa bathroom. What should I do here?

I sighed because I really don't know what to do know. Hindi ko naman pwedeng pilitin si Alesha na isantabi muna niya ang pagsasalimuot sa sakit niya.

Napatuwad ng biglang umilaw ang light bulb ko sa ulo. That's must be great! I didn't seen them for a long time, this might be the right time to go to them but can Alesha be okay while I'm not around? Pero madali lang naman ako doon eh, bibisitahin ko lang ang mga magulang ko saka babalik na ulit ako dito. Oh!

I ran to the CCTV room on the ground floor and told the guard there to watch the outside of my condo and when he saw Alesha coming out he would call me. I already gave him my number so no worries, he just need to do is guard my Alesha and call me if she come out, that's all. Binigyan ko na din siya ng tip saka ako lumabas na ng CCTV room at nag tungo sa parking lot.

I dial my parents number to inform them that I will go to their home and I also said that I will not take to long there because I still have to do and they just tell me that that's okay so I drive to our home. Malapit lang ang bahay ng parents ko dito, siguro mga twenty-five minutes lang ang ibiya-biyahe ko patungo doon.

I will introduce Alesha to them tommorow, if Alesha don't mind it. I love Alesha that's why I wnat to introduce her in my parents. At sa susunod nilang pagkikita ay magiging asawa ko na si Alesha, soon.

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Pasensya na, hindi ako nakapag update, naging abala lang kasi ako eh kaya pasensya ulit. :((

Hope you like this. Masyado pa akong pre-occupied eh kaya wala masyadong pumapasok sa utak ko. Dapat kasi palagi nalang gabi para gumana itong mahinasyon ko.

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Wuv, Hermosa