Feels like Heaven

Chapter 26

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Alesha's PoV

This can't be real, right? Oh my god! I don't know what do i react. Nasa harapan ko ang ama ng batang dinadala ko. Shit! Hindi pa kami kasala o ano may anak na akong dinadala. God! Shame on me.

I am happy but their is something on me that I'm embarrassed. Nag talik lang kami tapos mauuwi sa ganto! Fuck! Come on, Alesha! Alam mong hindi siya gumamit ng proteksyon!
Kaya pala ako dumuduwal nung pagdating ko sa palasyo. Because I am pregnant, with Aeris. Damn.

But what's the point? It's already in my womb. Alangan namang ipalaglag ko ito! Hindi ako mamatay tao, lalo na't magiging anak ko ito, namin. Sabi na din ni Aeris na pananagutan niya ito pero... ugh!

"Hey, baby. You know what?" pagpupukaw sa akin ni Aeris.

Napatingin naman ako dito ng may nangangambang mukha. What should I say to him? I can't even barely move my mouth to say a word. Nothing. Nothing, but a groaned.

Kailangan naming panagutang pareho ito. Ako naman kasi si gaga, binuka kaagad ang hita at hinayaang pumasok ang sandata ng mahal na hari. At ito naman si mahal na hari, hinayaan akong masaktan kahit siya ang una ko, hindi pa gumamit ng proteksyon.
Ugh!

Binuka ko ang bibig ko para mag salita, "What?" iyon lang lumabas dito.

I swear, i really fucking don't know what to say. He called me baby, again, so it doesn't mean, like—. Damn you, Alesha! Huwag kang mag assume! Baka ikaw lang pala ang may gusto sakanya, edi pahiya ka.

I like, Aeris. No, I love him. Sa pag-stay ko sa condo niya ramdam kong bumibilis ang puso. Silly, right? But yeah, it's true. I love him. I hope that the feeling is mutual. Pero hindi ko muna ito sasabihin sakanya. What if, his not feeling the way what I feel to him? Yeah, his not feeling this way but every time he called my baby, there's something there. Malambing din ang pagkakasabi niya nito.

Maybe I can ask him. Siguro kung magtatanong man ako, pakapalan nalang ng mukha. Kung isampal niya man sa akin na hindi niya ako mahal. It's okay, at least i try to ask him.

This is hard. Really, hard. Sana pala tinapos ko nalang ng madali ang pag de-disenyo ng clinic niya para nakaalis na ako at hindi makaramdam nito. Pero hindi ko din masabi na hindi ako naging masaya sa kanya.

"You might be thinking about our feelings, Alesha. And I say that I—"

Naputol ang sasabihin ni Aeris dahil bigla nalang bumukas ang pintuan at linuwan nito si Àvia na habol ang hiningang pumasok sa loob. Kasama nito si Cedrick at yung doktor na tumingin sa akin.

What is happening? Did something strange happen? Why the kind of sudden opening they had was strange. Bigla-bigla na lang kasing buksan ang pintuan.

As in, it thud loud because of the fury of opennes. Nakakagulat talaga at dagdag din ang ekspresyon nila. Hindi ko alam kung bad news o good news ang dala nilang balita.

I heard Aeris, cough, "What is this so sudden?"

Napatigalgal ako sa sinabi niya. The kind of thing he said was that he was feeling anxious. Don't know why?

"Uhm, nasabi mo na ba?" tanong ni Cedrick na mukhang nanghihinyang siyang tinanong nito.

Ano ang kailangan sabihin? Yung tungkol ba sa pag bubuntis ko? Well, he already said it. I do not know what to feel though. Halo-halo eh.

"Almost, but you suddenly appeared that i can't finish my word. Wait, Cedrick.." tinuro pa nito si Cedrick gamit ang isang daliri, "Have you even finish the.. you know it?"

He suppose to act like thinking and looked at Aeris with a grinned. "Hindi pa. Nakikiusyo lang." he says and turns away.

Sinundan ko ito ng tingin at napabaling kay Àvia na nakangiti sa akin, sa amin ni Aeris.

"I have something to tell you." lumapit ito sa amin saka kinuha ang pareho naming kamay ni Aeris, "The Alfonsò's is already get in the jail. I think last two hours ago. Aeris found them at the FBI and finds them sailing to Germany. Ngayong nasa kulungan na sila, hindi ko maiwasang mag alala kay Bella, alam mo naman ang magulang ni Manuel ay busy din at hahatulan din ang ama niya dahil tumulong din daw ito sa pag kidnapped sayo."

Napatanga ako. Ito yung sinasabi ni Àvia na isa pamg problema. But thanks god, they found. No Alfònso, no marriage. Mga mukha silang pera! They want to marriage me with Manuel to get my wealthy! Mabulok sila!

B-but, how's Àvia Bella? She's now alone? Poor Àvia. Maybe I'll suggest Àvia that they both go to the palace together for us. Good idea.

Tumingin ako sa mukha ni Àvia at ngumiti, "What if, bring Àvia Bella to the palace with you, with us?" suhestiyo ko.

Bigla na lang nag liwanag ang mukha ni Àvia at pinakawalan ang kamay kong kanina niya pa pinipisil at yinakap ako. I hugged him back. I miss this.

"That's a good idea, Alesha." she whispered while hugging me tightly. "Anyway, I like Aeris for you." she says and appears in hug.

"Yeah, but—" i was about to say a word but Àvia turned back and went out with the doctor.

Kumunot ang noo ko dahil sa palaging pabitin na sasabihin at pagputol nila sa mga sasabihin. Why is it that they love to forsake me and cut off what I say? Weird.

Napalingon ako sa katabi ko ng tumikhim ito. Oh, he was cut off because of their sudden Àvia and cedrick entered my room.

"Ano nga pala yung sasabihin mo?" kapagkuwan ay tanong ko.

"Uhh.. shit" mura niya at bigla nalang dumukwang sa mukha ko at hinalikan ako.

Nanlalaki ang matang tinitigan ang mukha niyang hinahalikan ako pero dahil nadaramg ako sa halik niya hinalikan ko siya pabalik.

Nag ispadahn kami ng dila ng kagatan ng labi at nag palitan ng kaway ng bigla siyang bumulong sa labi ko,

"I love you, Alesha. That's what I said earlier." ginagad nito ang labi ko kaya mahina akong napaungol.

I thought I would ask if he loved me but he is here today and that word said to me while kissing.

"I love you too, Aeris." I answer him between in our kiss.

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Finally, na sabi na nila ang sinisigaw ng puso nila kaya madali na para saking tapusin ang kuwento. yey.

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Wuv, Hermosa.