Feels like Heaven

Chapter 15

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Alesha's PoV

"Here. Eat." Command of Aeris.

"Mamaya na. Tatapusin ko muna ito." Nagliligpit ng gamit na ani ko.

Two week I stayed here at the hospital in Quezon, Aeris as well, but he is leaving for his job. He don't need to watch me twenty-four/seven, he got maybe bored. Ngayong nagiimpake na kami ay kailangan kong mag pahinga ng maayos.

Nasa Quezon pa kami at hindi pa kami nakakauwi ng Manila dahil dito ako pina confine ni Aeris. I wonder why Aeris is not tired of the trip, it's back and forth at work and here.

We can go home but we stay in hotel and rest. Rest. Rest. Rest. Damn rest. Iminumungkahi ko na din sakanya na samahan ko siya kapag pumupunta siya ng clinic niya para tapusin ang pag de-desinyo nito pero ang palagi niya lang sinasabi ay, "I have a lot of patients so we can only sutter them out, but when you recover I'll take you there. " Dahil paulit-ulit niya yang sinasabi ay nag sawa na ang tainga ko sa linyahan niya.

"Come on, baby. Eat 'em up, and in ninth you need to take medicine." He persists in me.

One more thing, he always calling me 'baby', I, call him Aeris, just Aeris, just his name but when I was the one who was responsible for him I called him in the endearment he also called me. Baby.

"Bakit ba kailangan ganyan karami ang gamot na iinumin ko?" I irretated ask.

Umiwas ito ng tingin at tinuro ang pagkain, "Eat." aniya at umalis ng kwarto ng hindi maka-tingin saakin.

I rolled my eyes and then pick the bowl of congee, again. Ito palagi ang pinapakain niya saakin at kung hindi naman ito ay pasta o kaya sabaw. Feel ko ginugutom ako ni Aeris. That's the always scene of Aeris and me, when I ask why I need to take so many drugs, the answer is always that I need it and somtimes he leave the room.

Tinapos ko ang pagkain ko at ng mag alas nuwebe y medya na ay ininom ko na ang pagkararaming gamot.

Kinuha ko ang phenytoin at lamotrigine at sinabay na inumin. My throat got used to it so I could easily swallow the two drugs together. Ulit kong ipinagsabay ang methadone at oxycodone. Kapag gabi naman ay zolpiden lang ang iniinom ko. Halos kasi pang umaga ang mga iniinom kong gamot.

I would ready to take my six medicine when soneone open the door and opened it. It's Aeris.

"Nasababa na yung sasakyan. Are you done packing?" Tumingin ito sa nasatabi kong bag.

Tumango ako, "Oo"

He came to me and sat down to get close to our face, "I'm sorry earlier, baby. Sorry kung nag walk out ako." he kissed me in the forehead.

Nang nag tagal ang lapat ng labi niya sa noo ko ay ilinayo ko ito ng bahagya at tumingin sakanya.

"Bakit ka nga ba nag walk out?" that's not what I want to ask him except why he always avoids my question. Ngayon iyan muna ang itatanong ko sa kanya.

"Can we just talk about that next day? Paniguradong hindi ka pa handa." diretso sa matang ani niya.

Handa? Bakit kailangan mag handa kung puwede niya lang namang sabihin kung balit siya nag walk out. As easy as that! God! It is really hard to say, why is he walk fucking out? I'm freaking out.

Ngumiti ako sakanya para maitago ang pagkakairita, "Okay, then. Lets go?"

"Lets go?" he kissed me and touch my pussy lightly so I lost my temper.