I'm not here
I'm somewhere far
Far away
I've fallen out of the rabbit hole
Escaped your broken loop
My vision is no longer cloudy
My eyes no longer droopI can stop to smell the flowers
I am in no rush
Finally I have found a place
With a sense of peace
Where a once fierce wind
Has turned to a hushThere is no stiffness
Or cold
In my bones
No lingering fear
Or worry
Because I do not walk aloneI have my rabbit
The smiling cat of course,
Along with a friend who is just as mad as me
And I am not there
I am far
Far away
'There is no rush'
The faint words are whispered in the wind
And I am finally freeNote:
My eyes just feel heavy tonight from being sad, but not sadSpontaneous depression?¿
But not??It totally just occurred to me that physiatrists would refer to me as a 'lost child' because I have the dysfunctional habit of shutting the world out when certain things happen
This just in:
Do I have childhood trauma??
Find out tomorrow after my 'emotional breakdown' at 9/8 Central
The answer: probably famNice ™
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Honey
PoetryHaha guess what this was gonna be a serious thing but like most things in my life- Self sabotage took over Aka this is a big ol' 'book' of shitposts and small moments of mini mental breakdowns Enter at yer own risks kiddos