The Day My World Crashed (SEQUEL TO MY NIGHTINGALE)

Six- S O R R Y

~Alison's POV~

"Rosie, wake up." I hear Maryanne say again but I groan as I cover my head with my pillow.

"Come on you have to take your medicine on a empty stomach forty five minutes before breakfast." Maryanne said and I removed the pillow from my face. She was looking at the bottle of pills in concentration and I sighed as I threw the covers off my body.

"Ok fine." I said as she gave me the glass of water and one of the pills. I put the pill in my mouth and chugged down the entire glass of water.

"I'm making breakfast." I said jumping out of bed into the bed.

"Oh I was just going to get some Mcdon-" Maryanne began to say but I cut her off.

"I love to cook." I said closing the bathroom door.

~

"It smells like heaven." Annie said walking into the kitchen. I decided to make bacon and pancakes. To top it off I make a strawberry, blue berry and raspberry milkshake.

"Thank you Annie." I said as I set our plates on the breakfast bar. I was happy, really really happy for some reason. Maryanne dug into her plate of food and we stayed quiet while we ate.

"About yesterday night..." Maryanne said twiddling her thumbs around nervously.

"You don't have to tell me if you don't want to." I said calmly, I wonder how many times Mason came here to make her cry, I wonder what's going on in her life. Sure she seems happy and such but is she really happy?

"No, I don't want you to assume things. What he said was true, yes I do like girls, you can accept that or you can't." She said calmly, this is the first time I saw her act serious. She's always so bubbly and jumpy.

"My roommate left this place when she found out, I thought she was my friend but not really. She was so disgusted with me, I don't know why it's such a bad thing. If you want to leave than go ahead." Maryanne said looking to the side of the room avoiding my eyes.

"It's not a big deal to me. Be who you want, you're still exactly the same to me." I said finishing off the last of my pancakes. Maryanne stared at me while I cleared my plate and I raised my eyebrow looking at her. After a few seconds her face broke into a smile as she clapped her hands.

"Rose you're the best." She said and I smiled, seeing her happy again makes me happy too.

~

It was the night, Maryanne had already went to sleep and I couldn't. That nameless boy kept bothering me, he was important somehow, something was really standing out to me.

His dark hair that he styled up and his handsome features. His deep brown eyes, and his soft pink lips. Most visions I had contained him, everyday something triggers a memory of him.

What is his name? I tried to trigger some memories but how? I need something that is buried in my mind, I just need the shovel.

That's when it hit me.

My scars, the words scarred into my body, similar to one on my arm. Even though I didn't want to think about them my curiosity got the best of me. I rushed to the mirror placed near the closet and looked in, I took a deep breath before grabbing the ends of my t-shirt. I quickly slipped it off and stared at in the full length mirror. The first thing I saw was the words scrawled on my belly. Even though the words showed up backwards in the mirror I knew what it said.

S O R R Y

I gasped looking in the pale scar as I felt a tear come to my eye.

No one would want me now, every lover will look at the big fat ugly scar and hate the look. I will always remember the horror of this moment whenever I look at it. I collapsed on the ground holding my stomach, just as I suspected I remembered exactly how I got this scar.

"Alison what the fuck was that?" He said, grabbing my arms and forcing me to face him.

"I'm not some animal you can play around with. You tell me that you love me and go kiss someone else." I said shoving him off me as I held back my tears.

"Listen Alison, she forced me to kiss her. I pushed her off and you saw that, you didn't have to kiss someone else willingly. You're my property not my girlfriend, so start acting like it." He said and I angrily pushed him back.

"Fuck you, I knew you were a fuck up." I said before looking at the door to my right, he saw my gaze flicker there and gave me a warning look.

"Don't you dare-" It was too late I already pulled the door open and ran, he was behind me as I passed a tree, I wasn't fast enough because he yanked me back into his chest.

"Apologize now." He demanded as I struggled against his strength but he only pulled me into his chest more.

"No."

"Say you're sorry." He said, turning me around to face him. I glared at him and he sighed and picked me off the ground.

"Put me down!" I yelled but he ignored me as he brought me into the house. I kept yelling at him but he ignored me. I suddenly realized where we were heading.

"No no, I'm sorry please. I'm sorry just don't-" I said but he already opened the door to the basement and descended down the stairs.

"I'll do anything just stop right now, please." I said but he only ignored me as I was pushed into the table, I tried to get up but he pressed me down and handcuffed on of my legs to the table. He turned around and searched for some ropes.

"R-Ry-"

"You call me Sir down here." He spat and I flinched at his tone, he came back to me and began tying me down.

"Please don't do this." I begged one more time but he only tightened the ropes and looked at me.

"I gave you a chance to apologize but you forgot the power I have over you." He said and turned around picking a silver object.

"N-No! Get away from me." I said looking at the knife but he just smiled sadly. He picked up my shirt and lightly trailed the knife over my stomach, the feeling was so familiar.

"I love you Alison I really do, but you didn't say one word to me and it came to this." he said and I tried to move but the knots he made were too tight.

"What was the word?" He asked and I shook my head side to side.

"It was 'sorry' but-" I stopped myself and realized what was going to be carved into my skin. "No no, fuck you."

"You wish." He said as I felt the knife in my skin. This feeling was familiar and I only screamed out.

I felt the letter being carved in my stomach and once he was done he wrapped it up. I cried silently as he caressed my cheek, wiping away the tears in the side of my face.

"I hate you." I spat in his face and he only smiled, he loosened the knots and picked me up. I was too tired to fight back as I lifelessly stared ahead, I was set down on a bed, as he laid next to me, hugging me from behind.

"I'm sorry."

I cried softly, sitting on the floor alone. I remembered his name but I don't remember anything about him.

His name is Ryan, I think I fell in love with him

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Ok the identity of the mystery person was revealed!

Ryan is played by Dylan O'Brien because he's hot. Your opinion is invalid if you don't agree.

No Demi's POV but she will meet Demi really soon.

IM SO EXCITED.

QOTD: What do you think of 'Ryan'?