The Day My World Crashed (SEQUEL TO MY NIGHTINGALE)

Eleven- Condition

A/N: sorry for the late updates I've been buying books and reading them, (I know, why don't I just read them on wattpad) I'm not sure. I just want a great written book free of mistake so my mind won't become mush. My writing has a few mistakes (give or take a few) but I'm not that good of writer. So please excuse me :)

I'm going to put more effort in writing so I hope these books I'm buying help me.

So I'm using a new writing style. Hope you enjoy.

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Alison

I DIDN'T THINK I WOULD EVER BE IN A situation like so, my body was being fueled with determination as I vaguely searched both their faces, Ryan looked like he was torn between fulfilling my wish or denying it. On the other hand, Maryanne looked confused and a bit angered, though I'm not sure what act I've done to make her rage.

I just asked to where Demi is, but I still don't know who this Demi is. I want another flashback that would explain everything, I mean in every book I read the girl with amnesia has one person who would trigger their memory so all of it could return.

How I remember the novels I read is beyond me.

I just need that one person to trigger my memory. Do you know how it feels like to interact with someone you knew but you have no recollection of anything. It's confusing, regretful, makes you detest your situation, all because you don't know if you hate a person because you don't remember anything they did to you. Should you hate them? Should you be angry? Polite? Loving? Hesitant?

I don't know and that's what bothers me the most.

For example, with Ryan it's confusing because everything I remember that involved him was negative but he looked fairly younger in my memories, now he has a slight stubble on his face and his voice deepened a bit. Maybe he changed?He acted so loving towards me, so protective that now I'm back to square one.

Being confused.

"You remember her?" Ryan asked cutting me from my thoughts, Demi? No I don't, I just know her somehow and felt this urge to have her by my side, like the space beside me is hallow without her standing there. Who was she? My best friend? My sister? My mother even? I'm not sure.

"Just take me to her." I deadpanned, he looked at me unsure before Maryanne cut in.

"Rose, do you want to at least eat something?" She asked sweetly, as she ran her fingers through my hair lovingly with a small smile, passion shining through her eyes at the mere sight of me. Before I could answer she was harshly yanked off me by Ryan who looked her dead in her eyes.

"Don't think about it Anne." He spat and I looked at them both in confusion. She pressed her lips into a tight line as she looked at him annoyed, I know she was biting back whatever she wanted to spit back at him.

"Think about what?" She whispered to him as of she challenged him with her eyes.

"Nothing..." he said testing the word with her as she gave a slight nod, it seemed they were oblivious of my presence yet strangely aware of me. "Ali, baby just please sleep. You look so tired." Ryan begged me, his concern and sweet aura was like a smack in my face, but I remember my only painful memories.

"Shut the fuck up and take me to Demi." I said to him, he looked surprised but that subsided and he looked hurt.

"Rose! What has gotten into you?" Maryanne gasped and I became aware of the affection towards me in this room, I'm not trying to flatter myself but I had a feeling Maryanne saw me as more than a friend.

"I just want to leave." I said and I saw Ryan clench his jaw as if the words offended him and triggered unwanted memories. He looked like he was holding himself back while he studied my features.

"Stop saying that." He hissed as he grabbed my arm, Maryanne tried to pull him off but he pushed her off and began pulling me to the front door.

"Ryan?!" Maryanne yelled, scurrying to her feet but he slammed the front door and dragged me off. I was terrified, is he going to cut me up again? I tried to mask my terror as he pulled me towards towards a black range rover, opening up the drivers side, and unlocking the car, he pulled me to the passengers side, he yanked it open and motioned me to enter the car.

"Where are you taking me?" I asked but he ignored me and lightly pushed me into the seat, like I was fragile and didn't want to force me around to much. once he closed the door he locked the car with his car keys, and gave me a hard look of annoyance. He jogged over to the drivers side and unlocked it while he stepped in, I understood what he was doing, he was making sure I don't leave.

I looked towards Maryanne's house, and saw her crying while she stared at me.

"Don't go..." She mouthed to me, I suddenly felt my heart break. Everyone has left her and I don't want to apart of her list. It was like she was a scared little girl looking for friends and acceptance but everyone left her. Before I could try to exit the car and run over to her Ryan had driven away.

"Where are we going?" I asked again, and he sighed looking at me for a second before turning to the road.

"You want to see Demi, so I'll take you to her." He sighed and suddenly I felt an urge to hug him, I don't know why. It just felt as though it took him all his energy to just say that.

"On one condition." He said, and I paused staring at him, urging him to elaborate.

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A/N

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter. The next one may come out in 2 days, because I'm reading more. Hope you guys understand.

QOTD:

What do you think the one condition is?

~Talia

(P.S. Love you guys)