Struggling to Survive

Chapter 9

*Warning*
Explicit,Sexual, and rape
related topics. Please do
not read if you can not handle
the content. Thank you❤️

Crystal

I took a quick nap and around 6:30 I got in the shower. I decided to wand curl my hair and beat my face to the gods!

When I got out of the bathroom I went in my closet and basically tore it apart until I found my white lace crop top and high waisted ripped jeans. I went over and checked my phone and saw that it was 7:38. I quickly put my clothes on because Nigel said he'd be here at 8.

I decided to wait downstairs and text Linda telling her I was leaving.

Me- I'm going to a party tonight. I'll be back by curfew.

Linda- Mhm better not come back telling me you're fast ass is pregnant.

Me- Be safe on your way home cause we all know god don't like ugly😉

I started watching some tv until I heard my doorbell. I answered it and saw Nigel. He had on a white T-shirt with a gold chain and a light blue jean jacket, matching jeans and had one stud in his ear. With gold and white Jordan's. Moral of the story he was looking fine as fuck.

"Damn Boy you trying to pull some hoes tonight?"

"Damn girl you trying to not make it to the party?" He said looking me up and down and biting his lip.

I began to giggle and grabbed my bag. We went into his car and we pulled off.

"Yo you always smell so goddamn good!"
"Boy you want me to stink?" I began to chuckle.
"No I don't but like damn you smell so luscious I be ready to just take a taste." I shook my head and went on my phone. I took a picture of Nigel and posted on snap "#datenight #notmyniggabutcouldbemynigga #lemmestopdismyfriend😉"

Steph slide up and replied to my story.

Steph💕- Gurlllll stop playing and ride that mans face

Me- I won't ride his face but lord knows I'd love to take a taste🤪

Steph💕- Yesssssssss let the freak come out you!!!!

I shook my head and looked over at Nigel.
"Nigel I gotta tell you something."
He glanced over at me before making a turn.
"Okay."
"I just want you to know that I really value our friendship. I consider you to be my best friend and I love you. You're an amazing person and I just wanna thank you for being there for me throughout this whole Carter thing."
He looked over at me and smiled. Then he grabbed my hand and kissed it.
"I always got your back beautiful. Forever and always."

I smiled as we pulled up to the house where the party was at. This shit was packed. It was people all over. Nigel led me into the house and put his hand on my lower back to guide me. We went into the kitchen and got some drinks. Before I knew it I was already tipsy and on the dance floor.

I was twerking like crazy and had everyone in the crowd cheering for me. This was the night I needed. While I was walking back to bathroom I felt someone grab me. Thinking it was Nigel, I turned around smiled. But it was some tall ass Carter look alike.

"Yo I saw you out there dancing you fine ass fuck."
"Thank you but can you move I gotta pee."
"Shit can I join you?"
I gave this nigga a "nigga are you dumb look"
"Nah I'm good." I walked into the bathroom and tried to close the door but he put his hand in the way. He pushed the door open and pushed me back causing my drunk ass to fall back on the floor. He closed the door and locked it.
"Nigga what the fuck? Get the fuck out!" I tried to get up but he pinned me on the floor and got on top of me. I felt myself becoming extremely scared and angry. I tried to kick him but he wasn't moving.
"Shit girl you fiesty as hell. Now stop acting like you don't want this and take it." He pushed all his weight on to me and began to kiss my neck. I began to scream as loud as I could but I knew no one could hear me over the music. He slapped the shit out of me and caused me to bite my tongue.