YTF (Tonight I Know)

Chapter 10

(A:N)/ As promised, here is chapter 10! This chapter was my favorite to write so far, so I hope you all enjoy it! I do need a favor though, before or after reading this chapter I need everyone to listen to the song "Glitter in the Air" by Pink. This song was such a huge inspiration for not only the chapter but the whole story! Please listen to it! I love you guys, Enjoy :) Denisse, your in this one =) 

Recap:

“Stop, Jill. That’s a terrible idea! You’re going to stay right here in LA in your apartment, and nothing is going to change,” I told her comfortingly.

            We eventually made it to my house. The ride for the most part was very quiet, and I couldn’t decipher what she was thinking. When we got out of the car I walked straight over to her and held her. She began sobbing into my shirt and I felt my heart break for her.This amazing girl didn't deserve an ounce of this. Her kind heart made it almost unbearable to se her in this much pain. It took all of my emotional strength to keep a strong front for her.

Chapter 10

Jill’s POV

             I felt my whole world crashing down on me. There I was in Chester's arms crying like a baby, knowing what was going on. Jim. That bastard couldn't just leave me alone. He had to not only attempt to ruin my life once again, but also the lives of my loved ones. So I let it all out, not in words, but in sobs. He just held me, not saying a word that wasn't comforting or reassuring. This man amazed me more and more everyday. 


            "Let's go inside," he said eventually leading me into his house. His place was honestly like a second home to me. I felt so comfortable there. I decided that Jim wasn’t going to control my emotions any longer. I woke myself up by thinking about Chester, and what I needed to tell him tonight. I looked up at him when we were in the house and noticed we was watching me. For the first time in my life, the way he looked at me made me physically blush. I felt my face get hot and butterflies erupt in my stomach. I couldn’t hold back any longer, so while we were still standing there staring at each other I wiped my tear stained face and half smiled at him.

            “I love you. I love everything about you. I love how you care so much about everyone, I love how you smile whenever you see me walk in, I love how you run your hands through your hair when you get nervous, I love how much you love your mom, I love that you’d do anything for your fans, I love how beautiful your music is, I…” He cut me off before I could finish with his lips pressing against mine. I was taken by surprise but immediately relaxed in his arms. His lips moved softly against mine, and I could feel happiness reverberating off of him. I knew he was taken by surprise by what I said because it had nothing to do with what was going on. When our lips parted he rested his forehead against mine, like he always did and smiled genuinely.

            “Say it again,” he whispered looking into my eyes.

            “I love you,” I said very seriously. He gave me another peck on the lips.

            “I will never let anything happen to you. As long as I’m alive you’ll be happy and okay.” His words were very convincing and reassuring, so I smiled not knowing what else to say. “Are you still up for that movie?”

            “Yeah, put it on, I’m going to go use the bathroom.” And with that I reluctantly pulled out of his warm hold and walked through the familiar house. I knew I needed a change of heart right now, and that was to enjoy the moment and block out the past. It was the only way I could try to be happy again.

Chester’s POV

            She left me there stunned. I didn’t know what to do with myself I was so happy. I knew there were things to worry about with protecting Jill, but she loved me. The only girl I’ve thought about for the past two years, my dream girl. She loved me. I couldn’t stop saying it to myself. After a minute or two of sitting there and smiling like an idiot I got up and walked over to my kitchen to pop in some popcorn. My level of excitement for tonight skyrocketed. I knew I had to take into account that she was still in a dark place because of this asshole, but I couldn’t help but be happy. When I got the popcorn and some drinks I popped the movie in and waited for Jill to come back out. When she did, her makeup looked a little touched up and she had a beautiful smile on her face.