Sabellas POV
"Hey babe" I said leaving the room
Holy fuck HOLY ACTUAL FUCK I thought to myself. I did not just fucking do that.
"Babe you alright?" I heard Davarius say through the phone.
"Yeah I'm fine" of course I wasn't fine.
"Do you need me to pick you up from there or-"
"No it's ok I can just drive over to your place" I said quickly cutting him off. Than I added "I'll call you when I get there bye" With that I hanged up the phone.
Quickly getting out the boys dormitory I seen Brooklyn run right past me.
I tried to stop her but she looked like she needed to go somewhere asap and I didn't feel like running after her. I have to much on my fucking mind as is.
Heading towards the student parking lot I reached in my pocket and pulled out my keys.
Finally entering into my car I groan in frustration.
"Great job Sabella you willingly wanted to cheat on your boyfriend... great"
I rolled my eyes.
Ever since I got kicked out of the girls dorm for being to "hot headed" and "sleazy" my life just went even further into the pits of hell.
"Why did I kiss Liam?" I said to myself in a whine. Fuck I forgotten how his lips are magic against mine. Fuck.
"You know what fuck him and lets pretend that did not just fucking happened" I said to myself as I started my car and head towards Davarius place.
Arriving to his place I seen Davarius sitting on his porch drinking.
I smiled "Hey babe" I said closing my car door and run towards him.
He smiled back "Hey cutie."
He greeted my lips with a kiss than I took a seat next to him.
Wow Sabella first you kiss Liam now you kissed Davarius. What a hoe great job I give you a ten out of ten.
"Are you ok?" Davarius said looking kind of concerned.
I met my eyes with his. I feel so fucking bad.
"Yeah I'm ok just you know... one of those days" I said giving a him small smile than shacking my head.
He gave me a comforting smile and rubbed my back.
"You want some lasagna I made some not to long ago?" He asked me.
"Yes oh my gosh I'm starving" no I wasn't.
As he grabbed my hand to pick help me get up we both entered the house and. What the fuck.
I turned to Davarius quickly and he smiled.
"Surprise!" He said with the biggest smile on his face.
"Look I know it's to early in our relationship but I couldn't help but to keep think that you needed this. So here you go." He said kissing my forehead.
I turned back around and honestly I feel even worst than before.
"Aww babe I love it" I said flipping my hair onto the other side.
The living room was covered in rose petals and candles like you see in the movies.
He took my hand than guided me towards the kitchen. I plopped onto the stool and watched him as he fix me a play of lasagne.
I'm so fucking stupid for even being here right now. Davarius you know he's a good guy but fuck why now.
He placed the plate of food in front of me and took a seat right next to me.
Come on Sabella he even made you a plate of lasagna. Liam would never do that for you and you know it.
"Babe are you sure you're ok?" Davarius said even more concerned than before.
I didn't answer.
"Sabella did Liam did something to you?cause when I called you you seemed pretty shooken up" he said tilting my face up towards him.
Fuck Sabella you have to say something you can't just keep this lie forever.
I sighed in frustration than spoke "Liam and I made out" I said
"Wait. Like... a long time ago before you and I met or something?" Davarius said sounding like he didn't want to believe what I just said.
"Fuck this is all fucked up" I said running my fingers through my hair and getting off the bar stool.
"What's all fucked up Sabella!" Davarius said harshly and standing up also.
"This. You. Me pretending to fucking like you is fucked up!" I yelled
Davarius took a step back with face filled with disbelief.
"Davarius I'm sor-"
"Did you fuck him" he said calmly but with anger in his fist and eyes.
"No" I said.
He walked away from me for a second and paused which felt like a minute.
"Did you wanted to fuck him?" He said sounding a little broken and turning to look at me.
What? Did he really ask me that right now. Fuck I've been lying to him for a while now might as well lie to him again.
Right?
"No" I said clearing my throat. Damn I'm really a fucked yo individual. But honestly I wanted to tell him the truth but then again flying seems like the best fit.
"FUCK SABELLA YOU FUCKING LIER!" Davarius yelled as he punched the wall near him causing me to jump.
"I'M SOR-"
"You're not fucking sorry Sabella if you was fucking sorry you would've told me the truth instead of lying to me. I FUCKING CARED ABOUT YOU SABELLA!" He said yelling at me some more.
Fuck I really did screw things up huh.
"I CARED FOR YOU. I ALWAYS TOLD YOU IF YOU'RE FEELING BAD I'LL ALWYAS BE THERE FOR YOU AND NOT ONLY DID I SPOKE IT I SHOWED YOU HOW MUCH I CARED FOR YOU!" He paused than continued " I fucking cared for you. When you was always crying in the middle of the night I held you. When you needed someone to talk to I heard you. When you kept on getting blacked out drunk I was the one who pulled the bottle away from you to stay sober." He said with a freshly broken heart.
I didn't know what to do or say. So I cried. Davarius please forgive me.
"Sabella please don't cry" Davarius said in a little calmer tone.
"Just... just get yourself together and get out of here please" he said walking away from me and heading upstairs.
"Davar-" the sound of the door slamming cut me off.
What the fuck have I done.
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