You bring out my anger
Making me a killer
Its like your begging to be punched
I feel insane
Just looking at your face
Your voice puts me into a rage
You think your a mother
But you always call my father
Your to lazy to be a mother
You don't even worry about your daughter
When she needs you
You say I'm resting
When she hates you
You say I'm calling your father
You shouldn't be a mother
You should of never had me
Then I wouldn't be here
And we'd all be happy
Your my problem
Without you I could be happy
Your my reason of anger
Without you I could laugh
I want to die
Because of your parenting
And you don't even know
The little girl you once had
Is now holding blades and pills
She's trying to live
But your always there at the wrong time
A horrible mother
An even worst father
A working father
A workaholic
Daughters are slaves for work
You don't even understand
Our last talk I don't remember
Do you even know me
Besides what I wear?
You pop up and call me names
Fat
You going to have a heart attack
Demonic
To much black, and makeup
Lazy
The world scares me
On the phone to much
I'm hiding from you behind a screen
You never say I'm proud
You never make me feel good about myself
All you do is point out my flaws
Everyone thinks my depression is fake
I seem so happy on the outside
I can't even get help
I wish someone would save me
I wish I could leave
But there is still people I can't leave
I still have reasons to stay
But sometimes they're forgotten
I have a future
But it's not here
I'm going far far away
Where they can't touch me anymore
And no one can stop me
LM
YOU ARE READING
Lost Girl
PoezjaThese poems are something dark. Meanings you may not fully understand. Everything written is true. Everything is another story. Written at the moment of broken. The story of a broken girl. The story of broken me.
