I'm going crazy. I'm hitting the bars.
My thoughts are scary. Leaving tear marks. Someone help me. I can't handle any more. Someone save me. Make the nightmares disappear. Medication doesn't work. Therapy leaves my provoked. This is my own fault. My own stupid mistake. I loved you with all my heart. So why did I betray. You were my everything and more. And now I'm your nothing and I'm all alone. I'm the one who left. The one who said goodbye. So why am I the one who's broken. Why am I the one dieing inside.
I know your over me. I'm just a past. An old memory. Loved and forgot. I tried to move one. Thanking it's for the best. But this pain burns me within. You hold my heart in your grasp. Time doesn't heal. The wounds I've made on myself. Each tick of the clock the pain worsens without a stop.
You know who you are. I hope you read this. I'm truly sorry. I don't expect your forgiveness. I was stupid when I was young. Even though it wasn't to long ago. I want you to know you still hold my heart since forever ago. I regret my decisions. It kills me when I remember our goodbye. I love you. Forever and tonight.
LM
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Lost Girl
ŞiirThese poems are something dark. Meanings you may not fully understand. Everything written is true. Everything is another story. Written at the moment of broken. The story of a broken girl. The story of broken me.
