I hate you but I need you
I want you back but I never want to think about you
your in my dreams but still the cause of my nightmares
we all have one of you
everyone's is different
some are sad, some are happy
it makes us weak
it gives us strength
its the reason we cry at night
its the reason we are able to move forward in the morning
its something that we can never run from
no matter how hard we try
I remember you
my past
when I could still smile
when I still had tears to cry
when I still had a dad
when I still had a brother
I miss it so much
but I know nothing could ever be the same
time moves, people change
I'm moving forward but I still look back
it reminds me where I came from
who I am, who I was
it reminds me of why I hold my head high
it reminds me why I wakeup everyday
it reminds me why giving up isn't an option
I have things to prove
people to stand above
I have to show them all that I am stronger
they broke me
but I built myself together without their help
I am my own person and they have no involvement
this girl will go places they couldn't even dream of
and when they come claiming to be family
claiming to own me
claiming to of raised me
I tell them the truth
the person you raised died
I'm the demon that took over her body
now watch me destroy everything you thought
I am stronger then you
I will show you just what I am capable of without you
stand under my thrown
bow down to your superior
LM

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Lost Girl
PoezjaThese poems are something dark. Meanings you may not fully understand. Everything written is true. Everything is another story. Written at the moment of broken. The story of a broken girl. The story of broken me.