dissociation || p.jm+j.jk || ff

-o 5 o- || on-unit

-JIMIN POV-

After Jungkook left I put my uneaten tray on the return table and went back to my room. I opened my folder to remind myself of the schedule. I flip through the papers before finding the right one and pulling it out. 

3pm-4pm || Quiet Time

I sigh before putting the paper back in and closing the folder. I climb onto my bed and hug my legs towards my body. I don't know how to feel about being in here. I'm the one who told my mom what I was going through knowing that it would put me in hospital but now I'm having second thoughts. Maybe this feeling will only last for the first few days? 

I had to admit, Jungkook was intriguing. The way his eyes wrinkled at the corners as he smiled revealing his bunny smile. His black hair fell perfectly around his face as he stared into my eyes. My heart raced just thinking about him. I couldn't say no to such a good idea. I promised myself it would only be for a few days, no more. I'm not going to let myself die. 

I curled into a ball on my bed and closed my eyes thinking about Jinyoung. She's the one who saved my life and urged me to tell my mom. I can't help but already worry about her. 

I put off all my thoughts and focus on sleeping. I relax completely feeling the soft cotton underneath my body and drift off.

                                                  ⊱ ━━━━.⋅ εïз ⋅.━━━━ ⊰

I wake up to talk outside my bedroom. "He's on-unit today, right?" A female voice asks. 

"Yeah, since he didn't go to group therapy this morning he has personal therapy and he has to finish his packet." A male voice answers. 

I rub my eyes and lift my head off the pillow as the door opens. "Hello, Jimin. I'm JiHee and this is Baekhyun, we'll be your afternoon nurses." The nurse says walking to my board and filling out information. I nod and lift my torso up sitting in the bed.

"What happened to the other nurse?" I ask with a hoarse voice.

"She's only here for morning and night shift. She leaves at lunch and comes back at 9:00 to look after the unit while you guys sleep." The nurse explains turning towards me. "Jimin- you go by that right?" I nod. "Okay Jimin, what do you like to do?" I shrug. 

"Nothing," I respond blandly. 

"You don't like anything? A favourite movie? A favourite song? Maybe A favourite foo-"

"No." I cut her off. 

"Oh, that's right." She laughs awkwardly. I shift uncomfortably glancing at the male nurse. "Anyways, it's time for you to go meet your therapist now. Her name is Jisoo, she's really nice."

I step out of bed placing my socks on the floor and grabbing my folder. I follow the nurses out of the room silently and head out into the hallway. No one else was in the hallway and when JiHee unlocked the door to the living room, that was empty too. She continued walking to the desk as the door shuts behind us. 

"She'll be here soon. If you need anything we'll both be behind the desk." I nod in reply as they unlock the door to the desk and sit behind each of their own computers. I fidget back and forth until I hear the door unlock again and a female walking to me. 

"Hello, Jimin. I'm Jisoo, nice to meet you finally." She says with a warm smile. I force myself to smile back to be polite towards her. "You can follow me." She says turning back around and unlocking the door again. I follow after her and hear the door click behind me. She opens another door behind the desk and walks down the hallway before stopping in front of a door decorated with her name and cliparts. She motions for me to walk in so I slowly step in before taking a seat on a chair.