-o 13 o- || always looking back.

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-JUNGKOOK POV-

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I groan from the impact before opening my eyes to see Jimin on top of me straddled on my waist. Then I notice the blood on the floor. I knit my eyes in confusion before looking at Jimin again. I notice his neck, not his scars, but the blood. 

"J-Jimin Hyung?" I shakily say afraid of what he might do. Jimin looks at the ground full of blood before looking back at me and touching his neck gently. He removes his hand checking for blood and sure enough his hand is covered in it. His eyes become more wide than they already were.

"W-what did you d-do? Is it noticable?" He looks back down at his hand. "I'm not gonna be able to go home if they see this, Jungkook!" Jimin raises his voice a little but not as much as anyone else if they were in this situation.

"Why don't you just out me out on it? Say the truth." I say seriously with a bland face. Jimin looks up at me with equal seriousness in his eyes.

"Why would I do that? How would that do any good? You're my partner in crime, I would never out you out on anything." I rush goes through my chest as I hear his words. I look down at my torso and place my hand on my heart. What am I feeling? Guilt? No..

Jimin looks down at me realizing what position he's in. A few seconds go by of Jimin staring at nothing before he crawls on top of me and lays down comfortably in a ball. My eyes widen at the situation. This hasn't happened before. How do I act? What do I do? 

My mind is a storm of a mess before I go with my instincts and wrap my arms around him. I shouldn't be doing this but I can't let go. Jimin gets up after a few moments and smiles at me. My face twitches as I try to make it smile but I can't keep up my act. I stare at him for what feels like forever before getting up and brushing myself off.

I go to the cabinets and get out a bandage roll for Jimin. I turn back around and take off his jacket feeling his hot breath on my face and his intense gaze trying to look into my eyes. I try to focus on my task wrapping his neck up faster but I can't concentrate. I break and gaze up into Jimin's intense stare. He subtly walks closer to me until our feet touch. We stare at each other for a few seconds communicating with our eyes. Finally, Jimin leans in towards me and on instinct I move closer to him too. I close my eyes and tilt my head waiting for the impact on my lips. 

I feel Jimin's hot breath again before his lips land on mine. Instantly, a foreign feeling in my body starts swirling around my stomach as I grab his back pulling him closer to me deepening the kiss. I move his soft lips with mine perfectly in sync. I move my hand into Jimin's hair massaging through it. It wasn't until I heard Jimin moan softly from the small impact was I brought back to reality. I pull back quickly opening my eyes in shock and step back until I hit the counter. Jimin opens his eyes staring at me sadly. I expect to feel another wave of guilt but it doesn't come. I take that as my chance. I continue wrapping his neck before tearing the bandage off and putting a thin layer of medical tape around it and shoving his jacket onto his body quickly.

"Bye, Jimin." I say rushingly while pushing him out of the bathroom gently into my room ushering him to leave.

"Jungkook, wait-" I close the door and lean on it catching my breath. I breathe normally for the first time since Jimin came in. I can feel all my "feelings" drain from my body and I become my normal self again. I look in the mirror focusing on my face. I notice the blood on my face and hang my head down low drowsingly. I open the bathroom door again before plopping onto my bed and pulling the covers over me preparing to sleep until a nurse wakes me up.

I think one last thing before going back to sleep and enjoying the comfort of the bed.

"At least I won't have to fake everything anymore."

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hello everyone! i'm so sorry for not updating in a long time but i have a new book and i regained my motivation to write! yayyyyy! hopefully i can update more because i just wrote that so quickly it all just rushed to my head, haha. if you liked this chapter please make sure to vote, comment, and share to show your support! thank you!

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